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:: CATWOMAN ::
:: TREASURED MEMORIES ::
.June 2005.
.July 2005.
.August 2005.
.September 2005.
.October 2005.
.November 2005.
.December 2005.
.January 2006.
.February 2006.
.March 2006.
.April 2006.
.May 2006.
.June 2006.
So tell me...
What is the meaning of friendship actually? Is it keeping in constant contact with someone? If so, define constant for me. How constant should it be? Once every few days? Once a week? Once a month? Once every other month?
Is it defined by the number of phonecalls we make to one another in a week?
Is it defined by the number of sms-es we send to one another in a month?
Is it defined by the number of times we meet up every month?
Is it defined by the number of times we chat on MSN?
Is it defined by the number of testimonials we have on Friendster?
Or is it the unexplainable close bond that you feel for someone who used to be a stranger?
Is it better to have many friends or just a few close knit ones?
Those that you know you can depend on...
Rain or shine, they'll be there for you...
Those that you know who will accept you for who you are...
Even when you have stumbled and fall...
They will be there to help you get back on your feet...
They will be there every step of the way...
Chiding you when the situation arises...
But never will they leave you when you are at the lowest point of life...
Like Love, Friendship is hard to define. There are just so many ways to define friendship....
So what happens then when the close bond you had with someone is no longer there?
So what happens then when you feel that you are losing a friend?
So what happens then when the drift is so apparent?
Why is it that so very often, the testament of "Forever Friends" is often broken?
Are promises really meant to be broken?
Is there no integrity left in us?
Somehow, I feel things are heading that way. Somehow I feel the friendship is no longer there. Somehow I feel the rift getting apparent as time passes by. Somehow I feel I have been forgotten.
Pardon me. I am sure I feel that way.
So then, since there are no fixed definition to what Friendship means, then am I right to say we are mere acquaintances now?
Heck. I think even acquaintances acknowledge one another more often.
Bintang Di Syurga - A favourite of Ansari's. I remember him singing it to me each time we had our rare late night phone conversations. A personal favourite of mine and Abang's too. Especially towards the ending of the song and I will just close my eyes and let the sounds of the guitar immerse my mind. Oh how I wish it can go on and on without stopping.
I wish upon the stars that Ansari is doing fine. That he is not sick. That he is eating well. That he is able to cope with things. That he is enjoying his time there. That he be kept from harm's way.
I miss you. Please come back home soon, Sayang.....
I'm waiting...
