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:: CATWOMAN ::
:: TREASURED MEMORIES ::
.June 2005.
.July 2005.
.August 2005.
.September 2005.
.October 2005.
.November 2005.
.December 2005.
.January 2006.
.February 2006.
.March 2006.
.April 2006.
.May 2006.
.June 2006.
.....And so this is it.....
Seeing how things turned out today...
Seeing how indecisive I was...
Seeing how the same old feelings kept creeping back...
I've decided to stop blogging.
I don't wish to go on like this anymore...
Just leave me alone...
Just let me disappear...
Let me lead my life the way I want to...
Just the way I like it...
I want laksa. Not just any laksa.
I want the laksa from Cahaya.
Simply because the gravy is thick and nice. The noodles are a lot. Generous serving of cockles and chicken and most importantly, NO VEGETABLES.
Yes. No vegetables at all.
Like I said, I wanted laksa. Not laksa dengan sayur!
I want chocolate cake. Not just any chocolate cake.
I want the Warm Chocolate Cake from Starbucks.
Simple because it is huge and it has a thick serving of chocolate sauce in the middle and imagine having that with a topping of MORE CHOCOLATE SYRUP.
Heaven!
Right now I can just imagine the Starbucks people handing me a plate of the Warm Chocolate Cake with the chocolate sauce oozing out from the middle and chocolate syrup all over the plate.
I want mutton chop. Not just any mutton chop.
I want the mutton chop from Beach Road. From Deen's stall.
The mutton. Oohh the mutton in thick red gravy.
The potatoes. The green peas.
The fried egg.
The only thng I will not touch will be the yolk and the cucumbers.
I want Raspberry Cream Frappucino from Starbucks.
I can't remember the last time I had it. Yes. It has been thaaaaat long!
The taste of the sweet and creamy pink ice blended drink going down my throat...
Yummy!
I want dendeng.
There is this stall at the pasar malam at Eunos MRT that has a banner proclaiming that it sells dendeng from Dendeng House but each time I ask the makcik for dendeng, she would say that the dendeng is not available.
Then put up the damn huge banner for what?
Gi flush lah kat jamban lagi bagos!
I want dumplings.
You know those triangular dumplings made from pulot with chicken fillings? Or rendang. Or telor asin.
I want them so very badly but I do not know where to get halal ones. Any ideas?
Why can't the Singapore Expo have a Halal Food Fair right now so that I can sink my teeth into those delicious dumplings?
My PMS is being such an irritating piece of fuck.
I feel bloated.
I feel fat.
I have these weird cravings.
I feel hungry all the time. Like seriously suffering a serious case of the munchies.
I feel super duper fat but I simply refuse to stop eating!
Sayang...
Can you please get me all those things listed above?
Please? Please? Please?
I want them so badly that I can cry right now. Sampai tak boleh tido!
If you get me those things...
I janji I will not eat for 2 when I'm pregnant. I will eat for 1 1/2.
I janji I tak kejot you tengah malam when I have a craving for something. I kasi you tido sampai besok pagi. Your pregnant wife will not disturb your sleep.
I janji I will bear you boys instead of girls.
I janji I let you hold on to my atm card on weekdays and get it from you only when you bookout so that I will not spend on weekdays and my almari will not termuntah.
I janji I will go to the gym with you on weekends whenever you ask me to jadi I tak gemok.
I janji I will not be stingy with my kisses each time I'm with you tapi slalu when I nak kiss you on the cheeks, you will be irritating and either pull yourself away or make yourself even taller. I am pendek. It's tiring to tip-toe dammit!
Please? Please? Please?
Boleh tak? Please?
I suddenly am in a bad mood. Just now when Ansari asked me how will we be decorating Toonie's birthday card, I told him:
"Decorate dengan air liuh"
Then when Ansari asked me how I was going to the kenduri later, I told him:
"I berenang..."
It was meant to be funny ok!
People please pray that I don't end up snapping at Ansari when I meet him after the kenduri later. I'm so snappy that I might even snap off his penis!
Last Thursday, Ansari and me went to buy Toonie's birthday gift. A belated one but nonetheless, it was a must because Toonie was a great help in helping to get us together. Well, many other factors did come into place and in the end, it was me and Ansari who helped ourselves but without Toonie, I think the 2 of us would not have been aware of our feelings for each other.
Or maybe we were aware but we would have continued to be irritating towards each other and waited for the other to make the first move. If you know Ansari and me well, I am stubborn and Ansari is a tad egoistical so that is a very bad combination indeed. Only God knows the things we do to frustrate the hell out of each other! Besides that, I think we would have ended up flirting with each other but would never have gotten straight to the point! We still do that by the way. Heh.
I do think flirting with your significant other is healthy. Yes? No? I think it helps to keep the relationship alive and exciting. Just get up to something naughty. That will definitely be nice. Right?
So we bought Toonie a pair of Levi's jeans. The Slim-Fit Square Cut ones. Thank goodness Ansari and me liked the exact same colour and exact same type of Square-Cut Levi's the moment we saw it. If not we would have spent God knows how long in the Levi's Girls Store and might have even ended up getting into a small argument.
Then we watched Mission Impossible 3. Ade orang tu nak sangat abih sebab tengok movie sume duit dia, saye ikot je la. Tak brani membantah.
I die-die wanted Ben and Jerry's so we had to endure the long queue at the counter. Initially Ansari just gave me the money and told me to order it myself but I insisted he queue up with me. So when it was our turn, I quickly shoved the money back into his hands and even before he had the chance to react, I quickly moved out of the queue and smiled sweetly at him.
Yes. I'm shy to place orders. Serious. Tak bedek. Unless of course when I'm alone, there's nothing I could do. Other than that, I get people to place orders for me. Even Shaikhah buys my food for me and carries the tray for me.
Thank you very much!
Then, the moment the guy placed the Ben and Jerry's on the counter, I quickly grabbed it and thrusted my face into Ansari's and said childishly in front of the guy at the counter:
"All MINE! I'm NOT sharing it with you!"
*stuck tongue out*
Ansari just gave out a loud sigh. I think he must have thought:
"Somebody tell me why I'm her bf. Please?"
But of course, I let him have a taste of the ice-cream la. Only 2 scoops though. Then I finished up the entire small container all by myself, barely 15 minutes into the movie. Heh.
I think, that due to my selfish-ness, I got my retribution too. 3 chocolate spots were on my white capri when the movie ended. Horrible ain't it? I ate ice-cream till it dripped onto my white capri.
Managed to wash most of it off though. At first Ansari was nice about it and told me that the stains could not be seen but of course as the evening wore on and we were walking around, he decided to get into his irritating mode and made fun of the 3 spots on my white capri.
Bumped into Kassim and Mas after the movie. Heh.
Kassim, can you like puhleeeeessseee get a hair-cut? Or a trim? You seriously looked like an apek!
Ate at KFC and bumped into his friend. Then Ansari sent me off to my tuition place and he walked home.
Friday morning, Ansari came over and we watched King Arthur together. The DVD was disappointing. They said it had more unseen footages but the fighting scenes were not that good. I almost fell asleep while lying on Ansari's lap. Then he went for Friday Prayers wearing Ayah's slippers and I went to get ready.
Seeing that Ansari wore the white tee I bought him from Fox, I also decided to wear the new white tee he bought me from Taiwan. Yes he bought me stuff from Levis when he was in Taiwan. He even had to put the stuff in his duffel bag so imagine la what he bought me.
*giggles*
Oh I lub Ansari many-many la!
So when he got back home, I was still getting ready so he asked if he could take a look at my wardrobe. He was speechless. Then he saw my earrings collection and remained even more speechless. He further inspected the collection of shoes that I have in the store-room and he had to ask me why I was so stupid to have gotten myself shoes in every other colour possible except for the basic black, white and brown.
I don't know la ok! I just love colours so naturally I would be drawn to coloured shoes. Purple, green, blue, yellow, pink and many many others.
After I was done, we left my place and took 21 to Mustafa Centre. He bought his brown jeans. I tell you, Ansari has tees and pants in every shade of brown la! Don't say I'm the burok one ok! At least my wardrobe has variations of colours. Unlike yours!
Of course I had to be his sales assistant and went back and forth, bent and squatted down to find the right fit and size and colour for him. Sigh. Then after he tried on several jeans, he just dumped those that he did not want on me. Urgh!
Took 23 back to Tampines and thought of catching X-Men 3 but the timings were a kinda off as I had to tutor at 7:30pm so in the end we just sat at McDonalds and I had my Twister Fries while he had his Chicken Foldover.
Again Ansari had to be irritating and ate a bit of my Twister Fries. I did not mind because he did pay for the meal afterall but he had to take those super duper curly-wurly ones (macam ekor babi) and they were my favourite! I always save those for last!
So we sat right smack under the LCD Tv at Macs so it seemed like we were facing the entire crowd at Macs and as if the rest of the world were looking at us.
Did a lot of talking. A lot of confession. Nice. Very nice.
Of course we were interrupted by some unpleasant encounter. While Ansari and me were engaging in a serious conversation, this girl out of the blue popped smack in front of me. Like seriously in front of my face!
"U're Azreen right? Shaikhah's fren?"
"Ummmm..... Yaaaa...." (she knows my name?! scary!!)
"Ok can I borrow your fone to make a call cos my batt's flat..."
"Ummm... I dun mind but my hp's spoilt and if u do wana make a call, u hv to use the loudspeaker function..."
"Its ok. I really need to make a call..."
So I lent her my handphone and she made a call for barely 3 seconds! Sheesh. First she did not even introduce herself. It was only after I asked for her name then she told me. That was fine but I nearly wanted to blow my top when she turned to Ansari and asked for his name:
"What's ur name ah?"
"Ansari..."
"Oh, u look so much like my bf. I nearly freaked out!"
I do not mind people talking to my boyfriend. However, she barely knew me much less Ansari and she had the cheek to ask Ansari for his name in front of me.
So what if he looked like your boyfriend? Discovery of the year is it? Amazing is it? Will it go down in the Guinness Book of Records? You will win 4D is it upon that amazing discovery of yours?
The very least, she could have just looked at me and said:
"Your bf looks like my bf. Surprising!"
That would have been fine you know. Abih kau berbual dengan boyfriend aku, depan aku, macam tak tahu malu siak! Abih aku ni ape kat situ? Batu? Tunggol? Anak patong? And was it even necessary to ask for his name?
After that, again Ansari sent me off for tuition then he walked home. Heh.
I think I should just upload the long overdue pictures taken over the weekend. Not many though...
Don't ask why we smiled like that...
Ajeen play with Nazurah can?
So after I tutored Nabilah, I quickly went to meet Ansari at Lavender MRT. The initial plan was to get Toonie and Lulu to come along as well so that we could spend time with them and watch X-Men 3 as well however it backfired.
So then we went to Beach Road to sew his rank on 4 of his uniforms. Had to wait for an hour for his ranks to be sewn. All the while, I was jittery because we did not book tickets for the movie and I was just afraid it would be full house. So while we waited and stood at a corner, Ansari made me sms Abang to ask if he could borrow Abang's army pants.
According to Ansari, he has dropped a size. So now he is a medium size. On top of that, since he is a Sergeant now (menyampah!) he want to look smart in his uniform so every single part of his uniform has to be in the proper size. He must look presentable to his men.
Whatever la brudder.
So yeah Abang agreed to lend Ansari his pants. So finally after his ranks were sewn, we quickly made our way to Bugis Junction. We headed straight for the ticketing booth. I tell you, I was seriously all jittery and excited when I was in the queue. Ansari was more interested in the new movies that will be coming out. He kept asking me if I wanted to watch the movies with him.
Of course I nak Sayang tapi selalu you yang busy. Tak free la. Penat la. Malas la. Ini la. Itu la.
*bluek*
So after I got my hands on the tickets, I kept them safely. Then we walked around Bugis! Yay! Bugis! Saw a whole lot of things that I liked but I did not buy anything. Ansari offered to buy me some stuff but I declined. Ish. Tak boleh. I must not get him to buy too many stuff for me.
In the end, we bought a duffel bag for Asheek. For him to bring back to camp. Imagine Asheek in his smart police uniform carrying that black duffel bag. Fuuuhhhh!!! Tak boleh angkaaaat!!!
I hope Ansari did not ask Asheek to pay him back. It only cost $27 after I managed to haggle the price down. It can be an advanced birthday gift for Asheek seeing that his birthday is in about a week's time.
Bumped into quite a few of his friends at Bugis. I was one happy woman after watching X-Men 3. Yes I stayed till the credits finished rolling. Ansari could not be bothered to do that. He did not believe me when I told him there was something worth seeing after the credits had finished rolling. So he went out while I remained adamant and stayed in the theatre with about 7 other strangers.
So people, do stay till the credits finish rolling. I guarantee all of you that it will be something worth seeing. After which one obvious question will be stuck on all of your minds.
After that, I draaagggeeed him to take the DHL Helium Balloon with me. I seriously had to pull his hands. You see, I wanted to ride it during the day but he wanted to ride it at night. My rationale being that if we ride it during daylight, the pictures will come out so much nicer when we are high up in the air but he thinks that it will be nicer with the lights on at night.
Up till today, I still think we should have gone on the balloon during the day. Malam tak nampak apape la belo!
Our tix for the DHL Balloon Ride...
While waiting for 30 minutes for our "flight", we got up to these...
Happy vs Tired
I left her for 3 weeks and she has gone mad
It's coming down!!
Our 1st shot on the balloon. Nice, but his head got cut-off...
Well I do in fact like the shot above because he was not smiling in it. Please don't ask me why I like guys who look like that. I just do.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Finally we got someone to snap a pic for us
So the moral of the story is...
We are unable to snap a proper picture of ourselves when the 2 of us are standing up because I simply look short beside Ansari. Not that he is super tall or I am super short. Just that both our faces will not be able to fit into the screen properly unless of course both of us are seated...
View from the top...
So after we got down, someone had to complain that he was hungry so we went to eat. He had murtabak while I just sat down, facing him and hoping that he would stop feeding me murtabak pieces that contained humongous chunks of onions! He also tried to make me eat the brinjal that was in the curry!
*eww*
Then, he forced me to eat Old Chang Kee's Peanut Feelin'. Well, in actual fact, it is one of my favourite snacks from Old Chang Kee but I was just exhausted and wanted to go home. However, I had to oblige because if I didn't eat it, he would not move! So he fed and fed me and got frustrated when I took small bites.
He said, at the rate I was going, sampai bile-bile pon tak habis makan.
Eh, dah cakap kan penat. Malas. Sape suroh pakse? Anyway, mulot I bukan la besar sangat. Kene la gigit sikit-sikit. Nak suap tu biar ikhlas!
See how happy he is when he's eating...
After which, he sent me home. When we boarded the very crowded bus number 60 at eunos MRT, I sat beside this guy while Ansari stood by my side. Then as I asked Ansari to put his duffel bag on my lap, the guy beside me and Ansari turned to look at each other and it was his friend!
Some Alif person with an Arab sounding surname. Then his friend did the sweetest thing. He stood up, and told me to move in so that Ansari could sit beside me while he stood. Then while the 2 guys talked, I slept throughout the journey from the MRT to my place only to be awakened by Ansari's light tapping on my shoulders.
Reached my place close to 11pm. The night was pretty early but I was tired from all the walking so I did not sit at the playground with Ansari that night. He sent me right to my doorstep. Luckily Ayah was out and Ibu was watching the TV in my room so nobody saw. Then he kissed me goodbye and took a cab home.
So that was my weekend. Sorry it really is outdated. I don't know what else to update about la!