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:: CATWOMAN ::
:: TREASURED MEMORIES ::
.June 2005.
.July 2005.
.August 2005.
.September 2005.
.October 2005.
.November 2005.
.December 2005.
.January 2006.
.February 2006.
.March 2006.
.April 2006.
.May 2006.
.June 2006.
And so Abg picked me up at Bugis juz now. Janji nye 10:15pm at Bugis Junction taxi stand but of course wat else is new... Abg is NEVER punctual. How he's like as a Sergeant i duno.
Sooo it was around 10:35pm when he called to say he was at the bus stop outside Bugis. Bleeeaaah. Aku dah cakap kat taxi stand, dia move further up to the bus stop pulak. Sengaje nak buat aku jalan tau.
Thus i trudged my way to the bus stop. Yes. TRUDGED. Bcos i felt malas. Anyways while waiting for Abg, i saw... one of the twin. But he didnt smile so i presume it's Khairin instead of Khairun. Bleeeah. Both look so identical.
Sooo as i neared the car... Ok let me remind u that the Lancer has tinted windows so it's pretty hard to see who's inside. Esp at nite. Therefore, when i walked towards the car, i had a feeling that it wun be me and Abg in the car only.
My instincts were right...
I saw a row of white thing glistening from the back passenger window.
Teeth i presume. Hahaha. Ok tak payah presume la. Confirm teeth. Gigi putih. Kalau tak putih pun, sebab dah malam, so putih jugak la. Thennn i saw 2 eyeballs staring at me.
Hahahaha. Ok the way i described things... it sounded scary. Actuali not scary la. Im juz describing things the way it happened. I reali saw those glistening white teeth followed by eyes. Hahaha.
Dah la i wasnt in a decent top. Nothing revealing but it wasnt like thaaat decent either. I felt self-conscious. Reali.
Hopped onto the front passenger seat and i sat down. I didnt even turn to look at Abg. Nak turn behind lagi malas. Nak share the popcorn chicken in my bag wif Abg pun tak jadi sebab takot orang belakang mintak.
I didnt noe how many were behind. Thennn i heard 3 distinct voices. Sooo 3 815 brudders were seated behind. Macam 3 stooges.
As i was about to wear my capelet, the stoopid brudder seated behind me, had the cheek to tap my bare shoulders (i was in a tank top) and said:
"Miss... Ur seatbelt pls..."
Nak kene sepak tau. Tak nampak keee aku tgh pakai capelet?? Aku swing the seatbelt at u then u noe. Thennn Abg said:
"Kau jgn nak ckp org. Jgn nak ckp adik sedare aku. Kau pun tak pakai seatbelt."
"Aku duduk belakang pe..."
"Duduk belakang pun kene la..."
"Ala tak payah..."
"Aku bilang TP biar lesen kau kene tarik..."
Dennn the brudder shut up. I duno who was who and who said wat. I dun even noe how they looked like. Like i said i didnt bother to look behind. Then one of them complained about being hungry. One took out a sweet and gave to Abg. One said he dropped the sweet. One actuali opened the window when the car stopped at the traffic light and CONVENIENTLY peeled the wrapper bit by bit and threw them out the window. I saw from the rear mirror.
Wat the hell??
Ok from Bugis to my house... Abg actuali drove thru Kallang, bla bla bla. And that area, traffic always heavy. And Abg being Abg... he never give way. Speed lagi ade. Like all modified cars, when u reach up to a certain speed, the car will jerk. Bleeah. When the Lancer jerked, my heart stopped for a while. I stared at Abg and he pretended as if he did nothing wrong.
As he drove thru Geylang, one of the brudders said:
"Erza... kau nak pergi mane ni??"
"Hahaha. Kau diam."
Do u all get wat the brudder was hinting at?? GEYLANG. BROTHELS. Bla bla bla. Hahaha.
"Erza. Kau jgn main main. Slow down sikit boleh tak? Sini jam."
"Takde la. Yang buat jam advertisement tu..."
"Advertisement ape??"
"Kau tak nampak advertisement colour biru kat atas tuu??"
"Ohhh itu... Yg ade gambar pompuan tu?"
"Tak Di. Bukan. Advertisement Pets N Such colour biru tu" (somebody else commented)
Funnneeeeeeh
Abg was shy. Reali. Other than those conversation above, he didnt speak much. His brudders had to ask him why he was quiet...
"Erza asal kau diam? Slalu kau tak gini?"
"A'ah la Za... Not like u to be so quiet..."
"Jgn quiet-quiet ah... Tak biase..."
"Jom kite nyanyi lagu terapung-apung..."
Thank goodness they didnt sing cos when they said that, Abg quickly cranked up the volume in the car. I heard another nice song from Peterpan. Forgot to ask for the title though...
So there it was... my journey home in the Lancer wif Abg and the 815 brudders. Bleeeah. As long as they mind their own business, i shall pretend they dun exist. I wanted to talk to Abg abt stuff actuali. I noe he did too but due to the presence of his 815 brudders, our conversation was kept to the minimum.
Bleeeeeaaah
Next time then...
*pssssst* I think Im in love wif someone else besides Ansari...
6 months ago... at 2pm... i met Ansari for a movie.
Yes. We watched A Lot Like Love. The 2:20pm show at GV TM. And after that... things juz took off from there. Things juz fell into place. There wasnt any moment of awkwardness. I juz felt so comfortable wif him.
I felt so comfortable that i wasnt expecting anything u noe. When it was time for us to end our day, i thought that was it. I had such an enjoyable time and so did Ansari. And sooo... at around 7pm when he asked me to be his gf... i was surprised. But yet not so surprised.
I was surprised cos i thought it was too fast. As in it was our 1st date and he already asked. Yet i wasnt surprised cos i could sense that he liked me too and in my head, him asking me to be his gf was bound to happen.
But i guess i wasnt expecting him to ask on our 1st date...
I ever asked him... if Shaikhah's note made a difference. He said it helped a bit. Cos me agreeing to go out wif him... us becoming so close in such a short time... was enough to make him aware of how both of us felt for each other. Shaikhah's note further proved that and gave him the confidence.
(Thank u so much Shaikhah. I love u very the strong)
So 6 months down the road...
Here i am... Here we are... still strong...
No doubt there were the occasional moments when he made me so so very mad. Only very closed ones noe wat happened lately.
I love Ansari and i noe he loves me too.
I've been through so much for the past 2 years. When i first got to noe Ansari, i wasnt counting on anything. I knew he liked me and i liked him too but i didnt want to be disappointed. I was actuali in fact scared... scared to like someone all over again.
U wana noe smth??
12th April 2005... the first time ever i met Ansari. From the moment i saw him... the moment we shook hands... the moment i looked into his eyes... the way he joked around wif Toonie and Lulu... that one split second when our eyes met and i had to quickly look away cos i felt smth deep inside of me... from that moment on... i liked him. Just like that.
And as i got to noe him more after that, i reali grew to like him u noe. I guess only those closest to me knew how i reali reali felt. It wasnt a simple crush. Neither was it an intense sort of feeling. It was a feeling that grew... and grew inside of me.
Ansari isnt the most good-looking guy i've ever laid my eyes on. Ansari isnt the hottest guy around. Ansari isnt the most charming guy. He's juz like that...
Selenge. Irritating. Funny. Sweet. Generous. Romantic (ok Lulu and Nora can go ahead and laugh). And even though we are in a relationship... he still flirts around in his smses wif me (ok Lulu and Nora will find it hard to imagine).
But he reali captured my heart the moment i got to noe him...
I wasnt counting on getting into a relationship this year. At all. Enough was enough. My heart was left broken into pieces and i needed time to mend my broken heart. I juz felt so tired and disappointed but yet at the same time an unexplainable feeling grew inside of me the moment i met Ansari.
Shaikhah always say that i think and make decisions using my head. Unlike her. She uses her heart more often. I agree but on 29th June 2005... i agreed to be Ansari's gf cos my heart told me to...
(see Shaikhah... it's not bad to let ur heart rule over ur head at times...)
I followed my heart despite my head telling me not to...
"No Az. U cant say Yes to him now. U noe u are not ready for another relationship. U noe he's going for NS. Can u deal with that?? Missing him a lot. Wat if smth goes wrong btwn the 2 of u?? Ure gona implicate Lulu and Toonie. Can u deal wif another heartbreak shld the 2 of u not able to work things out while he's in NS??"
I let my heart rule over my head at that time cos...
I felt Ansari's sincerity. He dared to look at me in the eye when he asked. He gave me the assurance i needed. I only had to ask him 1 question and his answer was enough to make me say yes.
My heart told me that it wld be unfair if i didnt give Ansari and me a chance.
U noe... even if Ansari hadnt asked me to be his gf... even though he's in NS right now and we keep in touch constantly as frenz... i wldnt have wanted to be wif anybody else. I wld have waited till he's done wif NS.
I guess i reali fell for him the moment i met him...
Love... sometimes may come to an end. When it ends, the only thing that remains... are those wonderful memories.
Falling out of love... it reali hurts. For some ppl... it's as if the world has ended. Life just comes to a stop. U juz stop living...
I've been through all that but never did i lose hope. I kept telling myself that things will just fall into place. Someday.
Love btwn 2 ppl can come to an end. Just like that. I noe some of u will say that it wun be called Love if it ends juz like that. I beg to differ. It is Love. Only for a short time.
Only True Love lasts...
I do not noe how far me and Ansari will go. Up till now im still too scared to harbour too much hope. I noe sometimes i do think of the future and it has Ansari in it but deep down inside... im still afraid. Very very afraid.
Not to say i do not have faith in Ansari. It's juz that anything can happen. One of us can leave the other for another person. Our Love for each other might die. Or one of us might leave the other for good shld anything bad happen.
Tears are rolling down my cheeks right now cos i nearly lost Ansari recently.
It's hard missing him. It makes it even harder for me each time he smses from camp telling me he misses me. It's juz hard for the 2 of us.
I can only hope for the best and i hope...
It's True Love that me and Ansari are feeling for each other...
I've been looking at make-up all day. Well, Stila's range of cosmetics to be exact. I went down to check the mail and saw a mail form Stila. Well every month i do get catalogues from them but seeing it's year-end, i got the entire catalogue of their best-sellers and stuff.
So yessssss. I've been staaarrriiing and flipping thru the catalogue God noes how many times since HOURS ago. I was soooo excited and my eyes widened the more make-up i saw. Nyahaha.
Sori la. I cldnt help myself. I do love make-up u noe. I dun put on excessive make-up but i do love make-up. Trying out the different stuff out there. Besides, the last time i went make-up shopping was 6 months ago. Yes. Buying make-up is a twice a year affair for me.
So now seeing that i need to replenish my stock... hehehehe...
The first thing from the catalogue that caught my eye... It's available in 32 shades mind u!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got attracted to 3 shades... Cranberry, Orange and Fruit Punch... And it comes wif a nice smell toooo...
Stila Lip Glaze
Stila's best-seller of all time. Been wanting to get this AGES ago but i didnt get around to buying it. Duno why also. Available in 6 shades. I sooo will get this... sooooonnn...
Stila Smudge Pot
Been hearing very good reviews about this. 10 different shades. I reali wana get this. It's very very gooooood...
Stila Eye Concealer
Well it comes in a tube so it doesnt take up too much space in my make-up bag. Available in 13 shades and it gives a semi-matte finish. Sounds nice. Tempting...
Stila Perfecting Concealer
It provides a more polished look (very nice!). Has 2 shades. Tempting...
Stila Complete Coverage
I wana get this but then... my loose powder still has a long way to go. Maybe a few months down the road la...
Stila Loose Powder
Well the catalogue said it's "Formulated to mimic the ultra-soft texture of the Indian eye darkener of the same name. The luscious formula glides on perfectly, without dragging across the fragile skin of the eye area. Delivers bold, clear, true colour that easily blends and beautifies. Use kajal eye liner for a precise, crisp line or smudged to create a smoky appearance." Anything that beautifies my eyes... I LOIKE!!
Kajal Eye Liner
"This no-mess, no-fuss wonder is a sleek, pen-shaped makeup ace that has an eye pencil on one end and a smudging tool on the other. The middle twists open to reveal an eyeshadow that's spring activated to force the creamy colour onto a sponge-tip aplicator." Available in 13 shades
Stila Convertible Eye Colour
A liquid liner and mascara combined in 1 silvery wand. Very nice kan?? Liquid liners last longer but... i have stubborn lashes so i cant buy juz any mascara. Bleeeaaah. So this is out... altho it's nice... available in 7 colours mind u...
Stila Convertible Lash + Line
Soooo there u go. The things that i fancied off the Stila catalogue. Like all makeup... u have to try them out first before buying so perhaps i shall do that one of these days... But then again both my pencil and liquid liner still have a looong way to go and it'll be wasted kan if i get new ones now?? Bleeeeaahh.
Cleo has this promotion... whereby u can exchange ur old mascara for the latest from Anna Sui... The Anna Sui Super Mascara Long Lash. Since Anna Sui mascaras are goood i shall give it a try. Heh.
I certainly do not noe which Stila item to buy. Macam nak beli semua but i cant la. Altho i do have the money but i cant spend it juz like that kannn??
Nevermind. When my aunts ask me wat i want for my birthday... i'll noe wat to tell them... Hehehehe. Well... hopefully they ask BEFORE getting me anything....
Got woken up by Ansari's sms.
Grabbed my towel and before heading for the bathroom, smsed Shaikhah to tell her that i wanted to return her black skirt and curling tong.
Got ready. Did the laundry. Folded the dried clothes. Bought newspapers. Talked to my parents for a while and off i went to Shaikhah's house. Returned her stuff. Initially thought of curling the ends of my hair but i felt malas to let go of my hair all day long so i juz tied it into 1 ponytail.
Shaikhah left for Andhika's and off i went to meet Ansari in front of Tampines Regional Library.
He came from behind. I was surprised. Turned around and he looked good in his orange and yellow levi's tee. Finally somebody is wearing COLOURS just like i instructed him to. Hehe. I love colours on clothes. And he smelt so so good i was melting. Hahaha.
Somebody got a new brown sling bag from Bangkok. Lawa tau. And u noe wat was inside? His nice red 77th Street jacket.
"Ehh asal u bawak jacket? Tak pernah u bawak jacket pun..."
"Sebab i takot nanti naik mrt, naik bus n kat dlm cinema u sejuk..."
So sweet kan?? But too bad i had my capelet over my tank top. Dammit. Shld have juz worn my tank top juz like that. Nvm la. From now on, i wear lesser clothes on the shoulders boleh?? Hehehe.
And yes yes i noe. I'll give away my white Fox miniskirt. I noe. I noe. Atas boleh pakai sikit tapi bawah kene tutup. Bleeeeeaaaaaahh. Wat logic also i duno.
Took train. Alighted at Lavender. Went to Beach Rd. Bumped into Khairun. Yesss the cute twin that i had a crush on. Ok well i still do. Didnt noe it was Khairun till he smiled at me. Sori la. He went army already. Botak. Wore cap so tak perasan la. All i knew was i saw this guy smiling at me from far and as we got closer then i realized it was Khairun.
Alahai. He shldnt smile. Cair aku. Hahaha. Tapi depan Ansari tak boleh say all that. Nanti dia jealous. Bleeeeaaaahhh. Nora can u puhleese tell ur bro to relax?? I hate it when jealousy is hidden tau. Stress.
Bought his army stuff. The makcik... actuali old enuff to be my nenek la. She was frenly and her english power ah. But one thing i didnt like... she talked too much. Haiyoh. She talked about this baby found in a trashbag...
"Budak dia lawa. Macam awak jugak..."
Ehhhh..... nak kene sepak eh?? I dun like strangers commenting to me that im lawa or wat or wat or wat. Bleeeeaaaahh. Of course Ansari scolded me when i whispered to him that the nenek talked a lot. He told me to layan her. Isssshhh.
Walked around for a while. Nice clothes and bags. Went downstairs. Bought my kebab. Hohoho. Golden Monkey takde but the other pakcik ade. Ewwww. He tersengeh macam kambing when i placed my order. I was wif Ansari pun he still dared to tersengeh. Gaaawwwwd. Ni lagi satu nak kene sepak.
Took bus to Bugis. Bought our movie tix. Surprising tau that he wanted to watch Narnia. A few weeks ago when i expressed my intention to watch it, he passed it off as a merepek movie.
Heeee. So thank u la for actuali watching it wif me.
Narnia was nice. Worth the money. Yesss. I was mesmerized by a lot of things. Hehe. He finished the entire medium popcorn all by himself and i only gave him a bit of my kebab. Tak boleh banyak-banyak. I love the kebab so tak boleh share banyak sangat.
Levi's had a 50% sale. Browsed thru the racks. I fancied this nice black tube wif gold words splashed across it but i purposely didnt want to check out the price for it cos i fear it wld be kinda affordable. He took a look at some jeans but the colours didnt suit his taste sooo we walked out empty handed. Phew!!
Went to Mustafa Centre cos he needed to buy his mp3 player. Of course i kinda protested cos...
SERANGOON ON A SUNDAY???!!
SERANGOON ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY??!!
So we took the NEL at Dhoby Ghaut. Gaaawwwd. Bugis ramai orang takpe tau. I faham. Nak change trains at Dhoby Ghaut pun crowded giler babi. Bleeeeeaaaahhh. Sakit seh mata tengok orang ramai.
Serangoon was of course worse la. The smell that greeted us... hahaha. Dah biase pun but still kinda uncomfortable. Sooo for the entire time i didnt let go of Ansari's hands. Gawd. I'll cry if i get left behind at that place.
Got his mp3 player. Creative. Umm 256 megabytes i think?? 250 songs?? Hahaha. Sori la. Im useless wif such things. While Ansari and the lady were talking, i was more interested in the colours. Of course he wanted black but luckily got no stock so he settled for white. Ade purple tak nak. Blue tak nak. Putih jugak dia amik. Tengok la. After 1 week bukan lagi putih.
Bought drinks. I told him i wanted to get out of there badly. Bleeeaaaahh. Waited for 23. Quite crowded but boarded it anyway.
We did quite a lot of talking u noe. From the moment we met. So anyway now i noe his definition of a hot girl. Nyahaha. So now i noe why he found me beautiful when he first saw me.
Hahaha. Beautiful. Gaaaawwwd. What a word la. What a word. So grown-up. Yah i mean coming from Ansari... it's reali a grown-up word. Do u all understand?? Ok nvm.
Tampines was packed as usual. Nothing new. Went to pay his and nora's hp bill. Of course not before me commenting:
"Ehhh... duit kat dlm wallet tu banyak. Donate sini sikit. I yg belikan u the wallet so the money in there shld be mine..."
"Buruk siku..."
Nyahaha
Fox had "Buy 3 tops for the price of 2". Gaaaawwwdd. Evil. I didnt even bother going in. Tak boleh. Dangerousssss.
Wanted to take bumper cars but macam lemau je. Yesss. The bumper car ride somehow wasnt inviting enuf so we took a look at the food sold there instead. Didnt buy anything.
Walked past macs and saw Nadeem and Kassim!!!!!!!
Hohoho. Nadeem had his back towards me so i tapped his shoulders la. Dah tu ade ke he said i was fierce. Ape sahaje si mamat tu. I tapped gently tau. Then when Kassim smiled and gave me a little wave... Alahaaaiiii.
Then Nadeem had the cheek to sms me and told me that i looked great. Gaaaawwwd. Dressed so simple like that and i looked great?? I told him he muz be blind. He said one glance and i looked great. Bleeeaaahhh. Merepek meraban.
Soooo we ended our day after that la. His bus came first and i passed him some of his army stuff that was in my bag.
Ohhh he asked about my weight...
"Az... skarang ur weight brape? Dah gain ke belum?"
"Ummm... next qn pls..." (i looked away cos i lost 1 kg)
"No. There's no next qn. U cant move on juz like that..."
"Yes i can. I say so..."
"No... U have to choose an option... 50-50 or call a fren..."
"HUHHH???!!!"
"Yesss... or u ask the audience for help..."
"Ohhh gaaawwwwdd. Laaammee!! Merepek nye. Dah basi la that game..." (after i realized what he meant)
"Lame? Takpe. As long as i get to see u smile..."
*smacks forehead*
Thank u so much for making it the nicest date ever. Thank u so much for opening up to me. Thank u so much for the lovely time. Thank u for the effort. Thank u for being more than what i had imagined u to be.
Yes. U mean the world to me.
Yes. I dun mind waiting.
Yes. U are all that i need.
Yes. I Love You.
Firstly, i wld like to apologize for the depressing song on my blog. Hahaha. OK fine. I admit i AM in a depressed mood. Well kind of actuali. Yeah. Let's juz say it hasnt been my day (when in actual fact the day has juz started!). It hasnt been my month either. As in... As in December has been full of craaaaap for me.
Not crap-shit but more of crap-bleah.
Do u get what im trying to say?? Do u get my drift??
Do u get my angin?? (Shaikhah used to say that to me and i didnt find it funny until today when im actuali laughing AT myself for saying it)
Anywaaaaayyysss i fell in love wif this song when i heard it in The Batmobil. Oooppss i mean Cik Bakar's Lancer. Heh. It does look like a Batmobil by the way sooo yup.
Do u noe that all my male cousins love Batman?? Not My Batman (altho i think if they do fall in love with My Batman then there shld be a cause for concern cos then i wld have to take real good care of My Batman and ward off those gay tendencies of my male cousins). Ok i wanted to say that my male cousins have a fascination for Batman.
Yesss. The real Dark Knight himself. Not my bedek Batman Keluang Bukan Beruang Man. I didnt realize it till recently when i read Nazrul's profile and i found out that Cik Bakar brought his kids to the Science Centre to take a look at the replica of the Batmobil. Sooo when Hadi heard that, he was bugging Cik Bakar to bring him to the exhibition cos his parents didnt want to but of course due to work commitments, Cik Bakar cldnt do that.
Im sori im blogging so incoherently. Actuali if u were to ask me wat's my mood right now... i have no freaking idea. Im not exactly in a bad mood neither am i in an extremely good mood either. Guess im juz feeling bleah.
U noe the feeling of feeling bleah?? It's BLEAH la. Ok u duno?? Nvm. Moooving on...
I wanted to say that i fell in love wif this song when Abg Erza played it while we were on the way to Tampines after the dinner. Abg always on the car stereo at full blast. Gaaaawwwd. Boleh pekak tau. If the songs arent blaring away, it wld be him and Nadeem screaming at each other at the top of their lungs.
The things im subjected to each time i wana get a free ride from Abg. So yes the song is depressing cos it'a about a gal cheating on the guy. And of course part of the lyrics is:
"Aku menunggumu mati di depan ku"
Maaakkk oiiii!! So cruel right?? Come to think of it... i can easily relate to the song. Except of course it has to be changed to the guy cheating on me and thennnn i can tell Abg to dedicate it to The Anneh. I'll tell Abg to let The Anneh sit in the front passenger seat and then say this to him:
"Eh Raja... lagu ni untuk kau. Adik sedare aku suruh kau dengar..."
Oooohhhh sedaaaaaaap. Biar dia mampos. Yesss. Im practically waiting for him to die in front of me. In front of my eyes. Get hit by a beeeg lorry and get squashed underneath the tyres. Flatten. Like a cockroach. Legs in the air. Mata terbeliak. Let his body get cut into 2. Gaaaaawwwddd. Besssst gilerrrrr.
Right there and then only will i feel that justice REALI has been done in this world.
Nora and Lulu and the cuzzies will be coming back today. Ok well i hope it's TODAYunless they decide to spend another night there or smth. I certainly hope NOT cos 1 day at A'Famosa i alreadi cannot tahan. But then again they have one another for company so they can get up to anything.
U put me 1 day in Melaka also i cannot tahan alreadi. Even if i do have excellent company i'll get sooooo damn borrrrreeeddd cos there's absolutely NOTHING to do in Melaka. A'Famosa is a bit further up than Melaka though. Nearer to the Negri Sembilan side. And i tell u it's like much much worse over there. There's practically nothing to shop for over there.
So yesss basically people go to A'Famosa to juz swim around. Go on the slides. The rides. And the newly opened attractions like... ummm... if im not mistaken there's a cowboy village siap dengan Red Indians skali. Betol. I tak bedek. I took pics with the whole bunch of cowboys and Red Indians.
Some more got wat ah?? I cant rmbr la. These kinda places... u muz go with ur kakis. Yesss. With people that u can have a whale of a time with. Hello!! I went with my parents and i was like BORED TO TEARS bcos NOBODY wanted to layan me.
But of course if u bring me to KL, then it's different la. Just leave me at KLCC or Mid-Valley Megamall and i'll be happy. Yesss. Juz leave me alone there and pick me up at the end of the day. U give me 1 day also tak cukup la i think. Hahaha. I can shop and not bother about eating.
Speaking of which, Abg Benn called the other day but i didnt answer his calls simply bcos i didnt feel like it. I juz let my hp rang and stared at it. Yup i did. Then i deleted the Missed Call from him and continued STARING at my hp each time he called. And of course i didnt bother returning his calls. I duno why also. Usuali i'll be more than happy to talk to him on the phone tau. Every few weeks, he'll call me without fail from wherever he's working at. Penang or Terengganu or wherever laaah. Until my parents had to actuali ask me the day after if i received any calls from him cos apparently he called my mom to ask about me.
Bleeeeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh. I dun wana talk on the phone dammit!! I dun wana talk to anyone. Tak mati kan if i dun answer or return ur calls?? Urrrrggghhh!!
I stained the car seat yday. Yes i did. I duno why im experiencing super heavy flow this time. Plus it's EARLY. AGAIN. FOR THE 2ND MONTH IN A ROW. Sooo staining the car seat meant staining my jeans as well. Luckily i was out with Daddy instead of being out and about on the public transport.
Luckily i was dressed so shabbily. I was only in jeans and my SRJC PE tee with absolutely no make-up on but still the apek at the petrol kiosk had the cheek to smile and stare at me right smack under Daddy's nose!! Urrrrggghhh!!
Apek lu pigi isi minyak la. Mata tu tengok lain boleh tak?? Tengok sama itu screen jadi lu tak terisi lebih. Lu jangan tengok lalam itu keleta la. Wa mau duduk baca sulatkabar.
I felt sooo tired and unwell yday that right after maghrib, i actuali slept all the way till 930 cos i was awakened by Ansari's sms.
Thennn this morning i woke up and... HORROR OF ALL HORRORS...
I stained my white bedsheet!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! If i stain other bedsheet it's fine tau. But it's WHITE. PUTIH. There were like 3 beeeeeeeg spots on the bedsheet. And i stained my bolster tooo. I threw away the bolster by the way.
And i tried in vain to get rid of the stain. I applied every single available bleach that i cld find at home but the damn stains are still there. URRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!! I give up mann. Now my bedsheet is in the toilet. All wet. And disgusting. And too heavy for me to even jemur outside. So im gona let that thing be till my mom returns home from work.
I actuali smsed my mom this:
I stained the cadar. I've been trying to scrub it off since juz now. Dah letak clorox. Dah cuci dgn air panas. Nothing seems to work. Boo hoo hooooooo.
Of course my mom called immediately after that and told me to try again. If reali cannot then juz leave it and she'll try to do smth to it.
Waaaaaahhhhhlaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My nice white bedsheet. Fuggedy doo da la. Ok im sori for discussing such details on my blog. I cant help it laaaaaah. Told u im in a bleah mood so i need to vent whatever frustrations i have.
The other day i told Ansari i went to the library. Then he had the cheek to ask me this:
"U gi library buat pe?? Memotek eh??"
OHHHH GAAAAAAAWWWWWWDDDDDD. Memang nak kene sepak tau. Yes. I memotek dengan apek yang hari-hari baca Lianhe Zaobao. Happy?? Issshhh. Sungguh tak senonoh his question. I bet he used to do that with his exes. No wonder he liked to frequent Marine Parade Library. That place is soooo comfy.
Maybe 1 day i ajak him to Marine Parade Library also la. Hehehehehehehehe.
Yday Kassim was telling me if he had a younger sis, he wld teach her to be a minah rock. Like me, Kassim is the only child. Cool huh?? We can relate to each other better. But yday Kassim was sooooo hyper that after each sentence, there'll be lots of exclamation marks. Imagine this:
"If i have a younger sis, i teach her to be minah rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Abg Mat Rock so adik must also be Minah Rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I swear i was laughing so hard. Yesss. Part of our conversation went like this:
"Watcha doing now?"
"Nothing. Im so super bored..."
"Isnt everybody..."
"Yaaa but sometimes i get too bored till i cry..."
"I've not tried that before... Hehehehe..."
"Alaah. Boys dun cry la. Only girls do..."
"Boys do cry..."
"Reali?? U mean u do??"
"Hehehehe. If u say boys dun cry, it's like saying girls dun fart..."
"Oooohhh... i love to fart..."
"Hehehehe. U didnt fart during the dinner did u??"
"I did. A whole lot..."
"Hehehehe. Luckily i wasnt seated near u. Poor Nadeem..."
"I didnt laaaah. Anyways my fart isnt deadly..."
"Everybody loves their own brand... Hehehehe..."
"Hahaha. My fart dun smell..."
"Yeeeaaah riiight..."
"Ok la. Whoever smells my fart will instantaneously fall in love with me..."
"Not me... Hehehehe..."
"U will too... When u get a chance... Dun u noe everybody's DYING to smell my fart??"
"I dread the day i smell ur fart... Hehehehe..."
"Hahaha. Ok sori. I was talking crap..."
"U're forgiven... Hehehehe..."
"Ehhh u said it wrongly laaah. U shld have said 'A pretty gal like u is always forgiven'..."
"If i said that, u will fall off ur chair..."
"Apeje! 1stly im not seated on a chair. Im lying on my tummy on my bed. 2ndly... 2ndly... there's no 2ndly..."
"Ok then u'll roll of ur bed..."
"No i wun. My bed is beeeg..."
"Not big enuff... Hehehehe..."
"It isssssssss!! U havent seen it so u wun noe..."
"That doesnt mean u wun roll off ur bed... Hehehehe..."
"I wun laaah. Eh are u implying im too fat for my bed??"
"I said no such thing..."
"Well i can read ur mind..."
"Well... Then u suck at reading minds... Hehehehe..."
"Ok fine. I suck at reading minds then cos im cAtwomaN..."
"Yeah wassup wif that mann?? U wana be a superhero??"
"Superheroine..."
"Ok... Superheroine..."
"Yeah my msn nick is my superheroine name..."
"Hahahaha. Superheroine... then wat's next??"
"Ehhh dun laff at me. I have superpowers..."
Thennn i cant rmbr the flow of our conversation. Hohoho. Kassim actuali put the pic of me and him taken during the dinner as his display pic on MSN. Nyahaha. He calls it advertising. Advertise wat also i duno. Advertise himself agak nye.
U noe wat?? Actuali i wanted to blog about smth else. Yesss. I had wanted to blog about my feelings. All the thoughts that has been running through my mind but as usual i end up blogging about smth else. Bluek. I soooo need to get my thoughts together.
In a few hours, Nabilah, Nadiah, Nazurah and whatever that little boy's name from Nabilah's paternal side will be having fun at Sunway Lagoon. Fuggedy doo da laaah. Ok wait. His name is Izul.
Fine. Im juz bitter that im stuck. STUCK HERE IN SINGAPORE WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DOOOOOOOO.
I need to go on a holiday. BADLY. To somewhere. Anywhere. With anybody.
OK it's a bit too late to plan for a holiday now anyway.
Nvm. Somebody juz ask me out during this Christmas hols. SOMEBODY. ANYBODY. PLSSS!! But let me tell u that im seriously damn broke that i cant afford to spend a single cent so if u wana ask me out u will have to pay for EVERYTHING.
Right. Now that i've typed that, i guess NOBODY is willing to ask me out cos honestly who is willing to fork out their money and pay for me??
BLEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
Nora and Lulu cepat lah baliiiiikkk!!!!!!!!
BEFORE
AFTER
Notice the difference??
THE 2 WHITE ROSES HAVE BLOOMED!!!
Actuali they bloomed on Tuesday morning la. When i woke up and saw them, i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. Or i had turned colour blind and i mistook pink for white. Hahaha. Sooo i took a pic of them la.
Up till today the roses are frrrrreeeeesssssshhhh. I told Nadeem and he was sooo happy mannn.
Hahahaha. Hahahaha. Hahahaha. Hahahaha. Hahahaha.
Nadeem juz asked me a question which flew me off track. Caught me off the guard mann. And after i read his question... i laughed like mad.
Yesss i laughed so very the hard... so now my tummy hurts. U wana noe wat he asked me on MSN??
"Oiii! U got tattoo is it??"
When i read that... my eyes juz went as round as saucers... ok la. That was an exaggeration. My eyes couldnt be extended till thaaaaat beeeeeeg. Maybe as round as telur burung. Heh. But his question made me stop whatever i was doing. Ohhh gaaaaawwwddd.
Me?? Tattoo?? Cmon la brudder... Nak kene injection pun takot... Ini lagi tattoo... Tak payah ayah and ibu tell me... i also tak nak.
Cos u see... one of his army frenz asked him dis:
"Eh... ure fren got tattoo ah on the leg??"
Ohhhh my gaaaaaawwwwd. So funneh i tell u. Of course Nadeem was trying his best to tell his fren it wasnt a tattoo la. But then u noe... the more they talked about it, the more Nadeem believed lesser in himself so he asked me in the end.
In the end i asked Nadeem:
"Wat made u so sure i havent got a tattoo??"
"Cos i was wif u the entire time..."
So actuali... the thing he was referring to was... the scar on my knee... yuppp... the one i got while i was in Sec 3... caused by piping hot chocolate straight from the microwave that fell onto my knee.
Damn painful experience u noe. I had a hard time walking for WEEKS. Luckily it happened during the school hols. I admit i do have a low tolerance for pain la but seriously... if u were 15 and home alone most of the time... u'll feel like crying. Even if it was a simple thing like making my way to the living room.
Heck. Even when resting in bed, moving my leg a teeny bit meant pain.
I wanted to say that... i was supposed to go wif Along and Cik Rosli and Nabilah and Nadiah and Nazurah and Along's in laws to KL and thennn to Genting. Tmr morning. At 630am. At first i told Along i reali wanted to go. I seriously needed the break.
Despite feeling unwell... i think all the more i shld go. Hilangkan stressss. But i turned down the offer in the end bcosssssss...................
MY HP BILL ISNT HERE YET AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For the past few months, my bill has been seriously HIGH. Yessss. So the last thing i need right now is for my parents to get their hands on the bill AND then their blood will go upstairs. Hahaha.
Wat's even worse is... i come back from my hols... happily destressed only to find my parents breathing down my neck. NO WAY MANNN!!
So i guess i'll have to be stuck here. Gawd. Year end and im stuck in Singapore. This has NEVER happened to me mannn. Im always off to somewhere at the end of the year. Even without my parents, i'll be off somewhere wif somebody.
BLUUUUUUEEEEEEEEKKKKKKK
Now im irritated. And upset. Boo hooo hoooo.
I wana take the plane la actuali. Fly me off to somewhere. Anywhere. Pleeeaasssee. I sooooooo neeed a break...
Speaking of which... it's gonna be almost a year to the tsunami. Yup. On Monday, 26th December, it will be exactly a year.
And now im recalling wat i did and where i was last year. Around this time.
On 25th December... i was actuali in Langkawi... playing on the beach in front of my resort. Gaaaaaawwwwddd. I was playing by myself cos... well cos there wasnt anybody else who was willing to accompany me to the beach. Bluek.
And for the entire week leading up to Christmas... my parents and my uncle and auntie were driving up all the way to North of Malaysia. Yesss. We stopped at every possible state to experience the different cultures and way of life. Yesss we drove all the way to the Malaysian-Thai border.
So funnnn!!!
Ok this is not helping. Im stuck in Singapore.
I AM STUCK IN SINGAPORE
While Kassim was telling me a short while ago that he's rejoicing cos it's the Christmas hols and he gets to book out all the way till Christmas, i am sulking at the fact that...
I AM BLOODY STUCK IN FREAKING SINGAPORE AND I DUNO WAT TO DO AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Yes Kassim. Go rejoice. It's a luxury for NS men like u. Now i wish Ansari gets to book out tooo. Bleeeeeeeaaaaaaaahhhh. After 6 months then he can enjoy life like Kassim and Nadeem and Abang.
Haiyoh!! Kassim even actuali told me to welcome Ansari to the "brotherhood". Ewwww. Brotherhood of Sergeants?? Ewwww. Puhleeeeese.
Actuali, Ansari enjoys SISPEC. Hahaha. Hahaha. Hahaha. And his bunk mates were those that he knew from Tekong. They were from different platoons and all but they roughly knew each other. Glad to hear that actuali. As long as he's well and happy... Heeeeee.
Okies. I duno wat else to talk about. I noe i promised Nora that i'll post 5 random things about me on my blog but i'll do it when she's back here la. Now malas.
Nyahaha. Toonie started work at Hijrah Kindergarten today. Within walking distance from my place mann. Juz one bus-stop away. She's having lunch now and she told me the makcik cleaner has been reali nice to her and even called her Sayang. She has been decorating the room since juz now. So far things are ok except for the finance person who's quite cerewet.
Juz now Naz smsed to tell me that with effect from 1st January 2006, he will be at SB-OB.
I duno whether to rejoice or not. Firstly, OB is in town sooo it's pretty accessible. However i've never liked crowded places and i dun fancy going to town much. Sooooo... yup.
But then again it beats having to go to Concourse juz to see Naz. Aaaannnd SB-OB has a toilet.
But thennn SB-OB reminds me of a certain someone and his hair and his fren and his sketch pad and our neo-prints.
Aaaannnndddd being at SB-OB means im not near to Beach Rd which means i will crave for Kebab JLo more often.
But then again SB-OB isnt exactly located at a very crowded part of town so come to think of it, it's pretty ok la. If i wana go home and i dun feel like taking the train, i can juz easily cross the road and hop on to 65.
Ok laaaaah Naz. Ur location is pretty ok. See u next year la then cos i dun think i'll be free to visit u for the rest of this year. Or rather what is left of this year.
Yday... after we had macs... Ansari bought me my ice-cream then we sat at Petal Garden. The garden near my house la. The one in front of Mariam's. Nyahaha. I've always known he has a fren called Firas. Firas was my pri sch fren but all this while i thought he wldnt rmbr me cos we hardly talked in primary sch. Besides, i've changed so much since then so i dun think he wld be able to recognize me.
So Ansari said that Firas lives a few blocks behind Petal Garden. I told him to give Firas a call and ask him to join us but Ansari refused. Thennn Ansari said this:
"U ingat tak that time at town when u were out wif ur frenz??"
"Ohhh... yang that Sat after i went to ur place??"
"Yaaa... thennn me, Firas and Sofyan bumped into u all at orchard kan..."
"Uh-huh..."
"Dah tu Firas tanye i... 'Ehh An... gf kau dulu skola dgn aku'..."
"Hahaha. Yesss. He still recognizes me??"
"Yaaa den he said... 'Dulu dia gemok skali tau'..."
"Hahaha. Yesss... i was gemok and tall. I was big la for a pri sch gal..."
"Reali?? How big??"
"Ummm... i was already this height when i was in pri sch. So kirakan i havent grown since then la. Plus i was fat..."
"Kalau dulu i same skola dgn u... mesti i takot dgn u sebab u besar..."
"Hahaha... Skarang tak takot kannn??"
"Taaak. Goyang pun tak... Soooo Firas has seen u time u fat..."
"Uh-huuuhhhh...."
"Will i ever get to see u fat??"
"NOOOO!! U beg me for pictures pun i wun show u..."
"Whyyy?? I was fat too during pri sch..."
"Hahaha. Ur gambar ur sis dah show me. Hahaha. But my gambar i wun ever show u..."
One of these days i shall ask Ansari to let me meet Firas la. Quite interesting meeting up wif a pri sch fren who is best buddies wif my bf.
And another one of Ansari's close fren, Khairul Anuar, always tells Ansari that he often sees me. So it turns out he actuali lives in the next block to mine AND he actuali went to the same pri sch as me. OF course when Ansari told me that i was like... "Khairul Anwar maner sehhh??"... Then i rmbr there used to be this reali thin and selenge looking guy who walked wif a hunch. I duno about now though. Ok sori for calling him selenge but he WAS selenge back then.
Ehhh it's a bit scary la that i walk around and ppl actuali recognize me but im oblivious to them...
So anyway... Like i said... i dun like crowded places. Yday TM was soooooo packed that i lost all mood to search around for Nora's birthday present. Luckily Ansari told me to relek one corner first and from there we were able to decide wat to get for Nora. Nyahaha.
Actuali i was pretty surprised that Ansari noes wat Nora has and wat she doesnt. I've always thought he's not the observant type. But then again i've always thought of certain things about Ansari and i always end up being wrong about them.
At first... Ansari told me to get Nora Bata school shoes. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Trying to be funny la tuuuuu. I wanted to get her this nice pair of pumps but Ansari didnt noe her size aaaaaannnnndddd im not sure if she'll feel comfortable wearing them so i scrapped the idea.
Wanted to get her a long skirt, Ansari tak bagi cos she alreadi has one. Ehhh tambah lagi satu tak bolehhh?? Wanted to get her selendang... tapi macam tak best gitu. And sooooooooo...
We settled for a bag for her. Not school bag. It's pretty big to be called a handbag. Soooo let's call it bag jalan la.
There was this nice squarish bag but it was only available in white. Putih senang kotor sooo we looked at others. I fancied the one wif a beeeg ribbon at the front but Ansari preferred the one wif the flower at the side.
Sooo we ended up choosing the one wif the flower but not before we took quite some time to decide on the colour. U see... i preferred the dark brown one. Yesss. U read that right. DARK BROWN. Colour taik but it juz looked nice. Ansari liked the colour tooo but he said that since most of Nora's clothes are dark coloured, when she carries the bag, it wun stand out.
Sooo he said beige wld be nicer. Thennn i insisted that the dark brown one was reali reali nice. Ehhh it's seldom that smth brown catches my eye so believe me that the bag is nice. And then his fikiran melayang entah ke mane... he suddenly talked about Lulu being in Bangkok and hopefully that she rmbrs to buy him a brown sling bag. And thennn he said that i shld get the brown one and Nora get the beige one.
Cannot laaah. I cannot buy things for myself. Yet. Yday my main intention was to get Nora her bday present. I can only spend on myself after my birthday. Hohoho. Besides I need to get Ansari's birthday present. Damn. Why is his birthday earlier than mine by 6 days?? I havent gotten paid by then. Grrrrrr...
Sooooo in the end we settled for the beige one cos wateva Ansari said made sense la. The bag shld be able to stand out when Nora carries it. Hee hee. When Ansari saw the lady putting the bag into this very nice pink paperbag, he refused to being it home to Nora tau. Maklumlah. Pink paperbag. Hahaha. But he had no choice cos i told him i'll be too busy to pass it to Nora.
Soooo now Nora has a new bag. Hee hee. U can bring it along wif u when u go A'Famosa during the Christmas holiday kannn?? Heeee heeeeeeeeeee.
Right... now for picturesss...
The roses that Nadeem gave me. Luckily pink and not red ones. Nadeem... next time when u go to the florist, pls ask first wat 3 red roses mean. For that matter, tell the florist ur intention first... By the way... ur roses are still fresh up till now...
Nadeem and Kassim fooling around...
Nadeem u ass!! I wana advertise Kassim on my blog laaa. Take a proper picture pls...
Presenting the VERY AVAILABLE Kassim who argued wif me yday that carrying umbrellas is all in the way u carry it. Yesss Mr Umbrella Man... I help to find Nadeem a nice gal after that it's YOUR turn...
Nadeem and Mas... hee hee. I wonder why Nadeem only needed to take 1 nice smiley shot when wif Mas but wif me... Haiyoh!!
Not ready yet laaah Kassim!!
Eh Kassim... duno how to take pics nearer is it?? The zoom function for wat??
This was quite a decent shot of us...
Eyes so beeeeg for waaaaat??
OK laaah not bad but can u show ur teeth pls Nadeem??
Like Kassim said... This has to be the BIGGEST smile in history... Ehh Kassim said smth funny that made us laff till like that la...
During supper at As-Salihin...
My shiok sendiri moments after i curled my hair by myself (*pats myself*) yday and while i waited for Ansari to reach my place...
Actuali i took more than 10 shots of myself but of course im not gona publish all of them here...
But then again... Ansari actuali prefers me to juz tie my hair into 1 ponytail. Juz plain and simple. Nvm. At least i noe how to curl my own hair now... Hee...
Soooooo now Ansari is alreadi at Pasir Laba camp. Kesian him. Has to travel from Tampines all the way to Boon Lay from now on. We smsed each other while he was on the way to camp this morning. Hope he'll be able to settle in fine. New bunk mates. New buddies...
I hate NS
Stumbled home at 2am and i havent slept a wink since then.
Maybe cos an absolute hottie sent me all the way up to my doorstep...
Maybe cos i had so much funnn...
Maybe cos...
Maybe cos of a lot of things...
Right. Let me tell u the details of the Special Infantry Regiment Dinner that i attended at The Chevrons yday.
Like Shaikhah alreadi said... she came over to help me curl my hair. Actuali when she arrived i hadnt bathed. Yet. Was on the fone wif Azian. Sooo while curling my hair, we ordered macs bla bla bla. Nadeem and Abg Erza called several times. Like wat the tooooooot.
Sooooo my mom helped me put on my fake lashes. I juz felt like putting on fake lashes yday laaaah. I lurrrrrrve fake lashes. Nyahaha. Then all the more when i talk to a guy, i'll staaaaarrre at him. Nyahaha.
Right when Abg finally reached close to 6pm when initially he told me he wld pick me up at 530pm... i still wasnt ready yet. Haha. Biase. Pompuan lah katakan. Mane la boleh siap on time.
He came up (leaving Nadeem in the Lancer downstairs) and talked to my parents. Notti eh Abg. U janji Ayah u will send me home STRAIGHTAWAY after the dinner tapi u brought me meronda-ronda Tampines. Nyahaha.
Gaaaaawwwwd. Ayah actuali told me to stay close to Abg during the dinner and be careful of wat i drink. Goooodddnesss. Then my mom said:
"Kalau nak joget... joget la..."
Waaaaaaat in the worrrrrllllldddddddd?? 2 left feet la. Tak boleh. Disaster mann.
So went downstairs. Me, Shaikhah and Abg. He opened the car door for us. So sweet kannn?? Said Hi to Nadeem and off we went.
Nadeem gave me a bouquet of roses. So damn bloody sweet kannn?? In the car, Abg told me that im Nadeem's date instead of Kamsani. Wooohoooooooo!! There is justice in this world afterall.
After dropping Shaikhah off in front of Jurong Entertainment Centre, Nadeem turned to me and said:
"So out wif ur story"
Gawd. I tell u. Nadeem is like one kancheong fella sia. Macam pompuan pun ade. Goodnessss. So i told Abg and Nadeem the story la. U shld hv seen the 2 of them...
"Wahlaaauuu!! Why he did that sia??"
"Wat the fuck was he thinking sia??"
"Wat a jerk sia"
Funny la. Thennn when we reached The Chevrons... Abg went to insert his Cashcard into the unit when he was supposed to press the button for a ticket. Hahaha. Nadeem and me laughed so loud in the car mann.
When we got out of the car, Abg smiled and put on his gentlest voice and requested to put his things into my bag. Dah la bag aku kecik. He main sumbat je tau. Car keys. Cigarette pack. Lighter. Parking ticket. Gaaaaaawwwd. Bully.
Then we went in. "Male bonding" started. Hahaha. Thennn we all started checking out wat other ppl wore. That was when i got introduced to their favourite phrase...
"Ehhh u all got see wat Pakcik Khai (the fella fr our sch) wore?? Damn fierce sia..."
"Yaaa. Why wear like that ah?? Like want to get married..."
"Waaah all these cinas. Wear so formal. Still look like ah beng. Fierce sia..."
"Ehhh why his gf wear kebaya?? Raya over alreadi la. Wrong place. Damn fierce sia..."
Funny laaaa. When they said that... they totally didnt mean that the person look fierce. But reali funny la. It's catching on to me. Heh.
Took group pics. Nadeem signed in his name and off we went into the Ballroom. Didnt sit at the same table as Abg though but i didnt mind la. Nadeem showed me who Kamsani is. The guy that i was supposed to be the date for la. I dun wana comment on anything la. Heh.
Then Nadeem still had the cheek to ask me:
"So how?? Still wana sit wif him??"
"Of corse NOT laaah. U crazy??"
"Haha. U and him wun have anything to talk about anyway..."
"Precisely!!"
Nadeem pulled out my chair for me and we sat. I sat beside this gal called Mas who has actuali been reading my blog and noes Lulu, Toonie and Ansari. Small world mann. Smaaallll worrrllld. She and Azian were from YJC toooo. Too small world alreadi.
Then right she came wif this guy called Kassim. At first i thought they were attached. So had to keep the matter about me finding Kassim cute all to myself. But when we went to the ladies... Nyahaha. That was when i found out they were juz frenz...
Mas... if ure reading this... sori if u had an overdose of "Kassim is cute". Nyahaha. I cldnt help it.
Me and Nadeem took a look at the menu...
"Waaahlaaauu wat is this Yam thingy??"
"Sounds gross la Nadeem..."
"Ya la. Den got sea cucumber..."
"Ahhh??? Ewwwwwww..."
"Tell u... confirm i wun eat sia... Then wat is this Cold Dish..."
"Food served cold..."
"Hahaha. Ya la. But wat is it??"
"Got chicken. Prawns. Squid. Quite nice..."
"U sure??"
"Yes laaah. I got try before..."
"If only i had the Nasi Lemak auntie's number..."
"Nadeeeeeem!!"
"True waaat. I call her then tell her to send all the way from Changi..."
"OK. If the food not nice, we go eat after this k??"
"Alrite"
The opening act was this guy whom they say was from the SWAT team. Not scary at all laaah. Cmon laaah. It was craaaap. Then they had the SAF Music and Drama Company singing Christmas Carol.
*smacks forehead*
Sooooo when the food was served, Nadeem realized he had to use chopsticks. He duno how to use chopsticks ahhhh!! Hahahahaha. Told him to request for fork and spoon he dun want. So i had to teach him la. Then the rest of the table purposely teased him...
"Nadeem u never take food for ur date ah??"
"Wait ah. I alreadi duno how to use dis thing..."
"U take for uself, never take for her..."
"I said WAIT laaahhh..."
"Ehhh u take the chicken piece wif lots of bone..."
"Haiyaaaaahh. Fine. I'll take the one wif lots of meat..."
Funny laaaa. While eating chicken, Nadeem gave up and he used his hands. Nyahaha.
Thennn as usual got magic show. Nyahaha. Quite enjoyable noe. This fella blew up this totally BEEEEEG mother of a balloon. Thennn he somehow managed to get himself INSIDE the balloon. Fascinating. Thennn me and Nadeem were trying to guess the secrets behind his tricks.
The lucky draw segment was funneh. They did it this way. First they revealed the surname on the screen. Then the rank. Then the full name and the company. Very the kecoh. All these guys.
"NG...."
(shouts of 1st, 2nd and 3rd Sergeant cld be heard)
"2SG"
(shouts of various names. Ng Cheng Meng la. Ng Ah Hock la. Ok Ng wadever la)
I think Nadeem seriously need to dig his ears mann. We were alreadi seated at the front but he still cldnt hear properly.
"Waaaat??!!"
"The 20th prize was a slow cooker Nadeem..."
"Wat the hell is thaaat??"
"S-L-O-W Coooker..."
"Yaaah la. Do wat??"
"Aiyah. For ppl like u"
"Airpork??!!"
"AirPOT"
"Wat the hell is that??"
"Ummm. Thermos?? OK no. U can boil water in it. Use electricity"
Thennn i saw the 4th prize... so i started nudging Nadeem...
"Nadeeeeeeem if u win the 4th prize, give me k??"
"Wat is the 4th prize??"
"Sony Cybershot"
"Fat hope la. I want it..."
"Alaaah. Let me have it. I waaannnt..."
"No way mann. I dun have digicam. I wld need it..."
"Alaaaaaah can laaaaaaaaah"
"Dream on laaaah"
Nadeem's name did get called up though. But it wasnt for the lucky draw segment. It was for the mystery gift segment...
"MD..."
(me going 2SG cos Nadeem is 2nd Sergeant)
"2SG"
"Nadeeeeemmm!! U laaaaah"
"Eh pls no. The prizes are craaaaap..."
"NADEEM"
"It's YOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! Hahaha..."
"3SIR/Alpha"
"Wahlaaaauuuu!!!"
When he went up the stage, he had to dip his hand into a bowl and took out a piece of paper. The paper revealed his mystery prize. Wana noe wat he got??
Ceramic Tea Set!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
When he came back... i teased him...
"Ehhh u lousy laaah..."
"Waaat??"
"U duno how to pick prize is it??"
"Ehhh not my fault waaaat..."
"Unlucky hands laaaa"
"Shuddup la. Paiseh alreadi..."
"Nvm la... Give ur mom..."
"U muz be kdding mannn..."
"Correct waaat. Put at home..."
"I dun even wana bring it home..."
"Alaaah. Alrite waaat. See TOSHIBA brand some more..."
"Ehhh sial la. Where got tea set TOSHIBA brand??"
"Reali. U look at the box la"
"Eh reali ah. I wonder if it comes wif a remote control..."
"Nadeem................."
Thennn they had these skimpy girls dancing onstage...
"Nadeem... the moment uve been waiting for..."
"Wat la?? I dun like such things..."
"Yeah right..."
"Serious. Im a good boy..."
"Hahaha. Cmon laaa. Ure a guy..."
"Ya la. I look la but i dun like..."
"Bedek..."
"U see la. Seee. They wear like that... Masyaallah..."
"HAHAHA. Nadeeeeem!! Stop it!!"
"Face nice la. But body not that nice..."
"High standards ah u..."
"No la... if got whopper junior, cheeseburger, hamburger, then dun dance onstage la" (he was referring to their babats on their tummy)
"Ehhh where's my cousin ahh?? He sure like this one..."
Me and Nadeem turned behind and there Abg was. Peering from his seat...
"See ur cousin..."
"Ehhh u gesture to him ah..."
And so Nadeem did. Hahaha. I did tooo. Thennn Abg juz smiled at us and continued staring at the gals and snapping pics. Gaaaaaawwwwdddd. Then Nadeem asked me:
"Ehhh u got hear the lyrics of the song??"
"Wat??"
"Lucky my breasts are small and humble..."
"Hahaha. But why is it a lucky thing??"
"Easier to manage"
(i staaaaarrreeed at Nadeem)
"Hahaha. Dun look so shock laaah. True waaat. Easier to handle..."
"Gaaaaaawd. But dun u guys prefer big ones??"
"Hmmm ok la. But maybe can get scary..."
"Hahahaha... Gaaaawwwwdddd..."
"Ok la. For flings, i prefer them small. When it comes to the real deal, big ones"
"NADEEEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!"
Thennnn got at one point, they started to on those multi coloured lights. Like in a disco like that.
"Ehhh Nadeem.. u sit here for wat??"
"Huh??"
"They on the song for u... GO dance la..."
"Crazy ah?? U then go dance la..."
"No laaaah. U do the opening number first. Wait ppl sure follow..."
"Ppl will laff at me i tell u..."
"Alaaaah. Dun be shy la..." (den i started touching Nadeem all over)
"OIII!!! STOPPP ITTT!!!!"
"Hahaha. Go dance laaaah"
"Dun want laaaah"
Then me and Nadeem started playing wif the light sticks they gave us. U noe those coloured ones. He gave me orange and he took green. I snatched the green one from him and gave him the orange one. Then he snatched back the green one and i snatched back. I won. Hahaha. And thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn we started pretending they were light sabres.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
We went Jreng. Jreng. Jreng.
"Nadeem if u dun dance, i'll Jreng ur neck..."
"U think i scared ah??"
"Jreeeennnnggggggg"
After the whole thing ended, we went out and took pics. Nyahaha. I took wif Kassim u noe. Nyahaha. Bessssst. Using Abg's digicam, Nadeem helped me take. Nyahaha. Kassim Kassim. Cute.
Thennnn i took wif Nadeem. I put my arms around his. And we had to take sooo many shots cos Nadeem didnt noe how to smile. Gaaaawddddd. Up to the extent that Nadeem had to tell Kassim to tell a joke and then snap. Hahahaha. Sooo funny. Me, Kassim, Mas and Nadeem were laffing like mad sia.
Laff. Laff. Laff.
Dennn made plans to have supper. Decided to meet up at As-Salihin at Tampines. Sooo me, Nadeem and Abg left in the car. In the car, i told Abg and Nadeem wat happened between me and Ansari la. About not being able to see him on Sunday. Den Nadeem said:
"Azreen... I tell u... ur bf cannot make it alreadi laaah..."
Thennn Abg said:
"Wat's wrong wif him?? Why he's like that??"
"I dunnnoooooooo"
"He lives at Tampines right??"
"Yaaa. That time u picked me up. That area la..."
Den Nadeem asked Abg:
"U wana go find him ah??"
"No laaaah"
And dennnn Abg said:
"U take Nadeem sudah laaaa"
"Actuali can laaah. Nadeem is nice..."
"U maaad ah?? There's no way i wld allow anyone from my blood to marry a Pakistani"
And so the argument btwn Abg and Nadeem started...
"Ehhh u damn racist sia..."
"My business ah. My blood cannot marry Pakistani..."
"Shut up u brown Malay"
"U say that again"
"BROWN MALAY"
"Eh u Pakistani. Dun be a mothaf*****"
"U started it first laaaah"
And thennnnn they started to wrestle and the car went left. Right. Left. Right. Gaaaaawwwd. And there i was seated at the back, in the middle... staring at the commotion in front of me. Luckily there were not many cars cos it was late.
Nadeem and Abg talks like that la. Dun be surprised. They mean no harm.
Thennn Abg had to meet his 815 brudders for a while before dropping me and Nadeem at As-Salihin. It was juz for a while so me and Nadeem stayed in the car... Then Abg said:
"The 2 of u... no hanky-panky ah..."
*smacks forehead*
Sooo thennnn Abg dropped me and Nadeem off at As-Salihin. He said he'll be back to pick me up.
"Ehhh u pick her up ah??"
"Of corse la. My cousin"
"Then me??"
"U go home urself ah"
"Wahlaaauuuu"
"My cousin, my responsibility. U i dun care"
Nadeem borrowed Abg's cam but only after he agreed to Abg's request of not scrolling thru the pics. I wonder why............
Sooooo sat down wif Mas and Kassim. Again Kassim looked cute. Hahaha. Nadeem ordered my drink for me...
"Ehhh u want drink not??"
"Yaaa... Teh..."
"Tehhh??"
"YES NADEEM"
Barely a minute later he came back...
"Eh wat teh u want??"
"TEH la Nadeem..."
"Yah lah. U go see their menu. Tehcino la. Wadever teh. The one without milk..."
"Nadeem... juz say TEH and the mamak will understand..."
"U sure not??"
"Ohhhh gaaaawwwwd. YESSS"
"But then the one without milk??"
"That one teh-o laaah"
"Eh sori la. I dun sit at kedai kopi so i duno la"
"Go order laaah. Say TEH will do"
So we sat and talked and laughed. It was fun noe. Kassim told me about one time... he decided to put Nutella all over Nadeem's hair cos Nadeem is the type who's sooo hard to wake up. Buddies waaat. Each time Kassim tried to wake him up, he will pull the blanket over. Even after Kassim is done bathing, Nadeem wld still be sleeping away.
Nutella. Hahaha.
Talked a lot la. Till Abg had to call and ask wat time i wanted to go home. Dennn i told him to relax. Only 1am.
Me and Kassim argued wif Nadeem about the moon. Of all things right?? Haha. Nadeem said it's a full moon. Me and Kassim were telling him it was fuller the past few days. Nadeem was like...
"If dis one not full den wat?? Partial full ah??"
Hahaha. Reali funny laaaaah. I listen to their stories... very fun.
Thennn Abg came and we all left. Sooo Nadeem had to walk home. Kesian. From As-Salihin all the way to Pasir Ris. Abg die-die didnt want to send him home. Hahaha. So yeah i sat in front while the 3 other 815 brudders of Abg sat behind. Nyahaha.
When Abg sent me up... he asked if i enjoyed myself. I told him i did. I said i had wonderful company. Especially Nadeem. Then again Abg asked me to take Nadeem. Hahaha. Not now la. We'll see wat happens in the future.
Abg thanked me for coming. For agreeing to the entire thing. No problems. I had nothing to do anyway. Besides the dinner was pretty tame u noe. No one got seriously drunk. I mean i did see some Malay ppl drinking la but my table was quite safe.
So i got into the house. He asked if my parents were asleep and i said yeah. He waited for me to lock the gate and we said bye.
Thennnn i came online and chatted wif Nadeem some more.
"Ehhh Nadeem... how come u reach home so fast?? U ran ah??"
"I walked laaa"
"I thought u ran sia"
"Crazy ah?? Run in this formal attire??"
"Ehhh i'll nvr noe wat. Ure like famous for ur speed"
"Hahahaha"
By the way... pics will be up when i get them from Nadeem and Abg...
So that was it. Ok no la. I left out some parts. Parts about wat me and Nadeem talked about last night. Nadeem is reali nice u noe. Reali. Sweet. Lame. Funny. Most importantly... he didnt make me feel left out. Even when he left for the gents, he wld get up, put his hands on my shoulders and whispered to me that he wun be gone long.
Nadeem told me to keep the roses properly. They are fresh roses mind u.
I will Nadeem. I will...
I noe this is one heck of a long entry but i seriously need to do smth to occupy myself. I musnt let what happened last night get to me.
Im tired. Like hey wat the hell is new right?? Cos im ALWAYS tired lately.
Hmmm... i wana sit on the bumper car rides. Gawd im becoming like Shaik. I switched topics juz like that.
Ok yes. I wana go on the bumper car rides. The moment i got out of Tampines MRT, the first thing that i saw (besides the HUGE christmas tree) was the bumper cars. Hohoho. U shld have seen how excited i was when i turned to Ansari...
"Oooohhhh is that wat i think it is??"
"Ape?"
"Those are bumper cars kann??"
"Yes..."
"Oooohhhh i naaakk!!"
"U nak naik??"
"Yesss!!"
"Skarang??"
"Eh no laaa. Not tonite. When will dis thing end??"
"31st December..."
"K one of these days kite naik..."
"Ok..."
"Tapi i duduk, u drive..."
"Asal pulak?? U blh drive pe..."
"Cos i duno how to operate the thing..."
"Huh??"
"I'll end up going round in circles at the exact same spot that i will juz get hit by everyone"
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
Sooo yes. I nak naik those bumper cars jugak. The last time i took them was... when i was in primary school ok!! My uncle drove it and i was squealing away. Hahaha. I think even skarang walaupun dah tua bangka... i'll end up screaming away.
Laff. Scream. Laff. Scream. Laff. Scream. Laff. Scream.
Macam that time at Escape Theme Park.
Shaikhah..... when u compile ur list of classic moments... the classic buruk moment wld have been me on almost every single ride at Escape Theme Park. When u come over on Friday... i'll help u think of all the other classic moments. Classic questions (which i have to GLADLY admit isnt from me this time around). Classic answers. Classic reaction. Classic wadever else.
Ok back to tampines. He was still hungry padahal during dinner dah makan nasi. And sooooo after depostiting my cheque at POSBank we went to Old Chang Kee. Dah malam so nothing much was left except for the fish nuggets and the curry puffs. So he bought the puffs. I told him to buy 1 for Nora. 1 for Asheek. He bought 2 pieces.
Old Chang Kee puffs are beeeg. At least to me. Beeeg wif ample fillings. Sooo i thought he wld only eat one and bring the other home. Dennn while walking to macs, at the traffic light, he told me wat Nora said. Wat she aims to do.
Pecah rahsia u Nora...
(speaking of which i forgot to ask Ansari if he ever liked any boybands cos Andhika actuali used to like Boyzone!!)
Nora... ur abang reali cannot keep a secret ah. Sume dia bilang i. Dia cakap u nak minum juice je. Hahaha. Nothing but juice. But seriously... i can help a bit. Ummm... that is if u need my help la. Ikhlas tau...
Sooo while we were sitting and waiting for my bus to come (actuali we missed 3 buses cos he was eating his curry puff so super slowly). Makan macam pompuan. Nibble nibble. Bit by bit. Maaaakkkkaaaauuuu!!!!! Dah tu habiskan BOTH puffs pulak tu. Gelojoh betol. And my ice lemon tea pun dia habiskan.
Sooo while sitting... he THOUGHT he saw his fren...
"Ehhh i think that was my fren..."
"Yg mane??"
"Yang rambut dia mcm gini..." (the fella had a long fringe that covered his eyes partially)
"Ohhh okkkaaayy... go say Hi la..."
"Tapi im not sure if it's him..."
"Okkkaaayyy... jom kite diri dekat dgn dia..."
"If it was my fren he wld have tegur-ed me" (ehhh si mamat ni. kalau diri dekat the guy to take a closer look tak salahkan??)
"Kawan poly u...?"
"Yuppp..."
"Tapi i rase bukan dia sebab dia tak tegur i..."
"Ape salahnye u tegur dia dulu pulak??"
"Tak laaah all my frenz always tegur me first..."
"Okkkaaayyy so now u tegur dem first..."
"Maybe he tak nampak i..."
"Mcm mane dia nak nampak?? Dah la rambut gitu. Tutup mata sebelah. Potek"
"Or maybe dia malu..."
"Malu ape??"
"Sebab u duduk sebelah i"
*smacks forehead*
"Merepek la u ni. Nak malu buat pe??"
"Entah. Maybe je"
"U wana take a closer look tak??"
"Takpe. I think bukan dia. Anyway he's in the bus 65 queue..."
"Uh-huh........"
"So that means he nak go Harbourfront..."
*smacks forehead*
"An... tak semestinye sume yg naik 65 nak go Harbourfront..."
"Ehhh memang bus tu go Harbourfront peee..."
"Yelaaah but it goes to my place too... which is NOT Harbourfront..."
"Haha. Let's assume he's going Harbourfront..."
Gaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwddd. I swear sometimes Ansari can be the death of me. Serious.
(cramp sehhh tangan type)
Sooooo when i finaly got home... I got an sms from Nora. She told me she was in the computer room when Ansari juz came in and snatched her hp. U see... while waiting for him to finish his puff... i was smsing Nora. I didnt tell him till he asked. Dah tu he noticed i was smiling away. At one point i even laughed.
Sape yang termakan cili... dia yang terase pedasnye...
Sooooo i guess he got... ummmmm... suspicious. Hahaha. I told him it was girl talk. Dennn he said he has to noe cos Nora's his sister. So i asked him whether it meant i cant sms her. Again he said she's his sister so he has to noe every single thing. Dennn he willingly admitted that he's kepo. Lepas tu boleh cakap if i dun tell, he tak nak kluar wif me anymore.
Please ehhh. Blackmail ni sume tak pakai. Tak goyang ah brudder.
Sooooo after i read Nora's reply, i deleted it cos i thought i'd reply her while i was on the bus. At that point, he decided to snatch my hp from me. Amik la. Go ahead. So dengan penuh confidence... he stared at it. I was laffing at the other end. He asked why i laffed...
"Asal u ketawe??"
"Cos ure holding on to my hp..."
"Yesss so that whn my sister reply, i'll be the first to read..."
"Hahaha... yelaaaah tunggu la mcm buah tak jatuh..."
"Asal pulak??"
"Sebab i didnt even reply to her sms so there's no way u can get a reply from her. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
He knew it was useless holding on to my hp anymore. Even if he went thru my Inbox, he cld find nothing cos im the type who always clears my msges. Even my Sent Items i clear after every single sms. Besides my Inbox only got his smses.
So i think he tak puas hati sebab tu when he got home, he snatched Nora's hp. I did reply Nora while in the bus by the way but i stopped as i was reaching home. In fact i was about to sleep when Nora told me wat Ansari did.
Kesian. From the way she told me things... she had to shout OIIIIIIIIIII and run after him all the way from the computer room to their parents room. Dah la her lutut sakit. Gaaaaaaawwwwd. So kesian.
Dah tu Ansari had the cheek to actuali laff out loud when they were in their parents room. My goodness. So kecoh. Macam budak-budak. Dah malam tau. Bising. And Cik Yam juz said "Masyaallah". Hahahaha. Ohhhh gaaaaaawwwwwddddddd. So gilerrrr.
Ok im seriously tired of typing. It's soooo late alreadi. I thought instead of tossing and turning, i might as well blog hoping that i wld get sleepy but im like still wide awake. Nanti mata terkebil-kebil tengok ceiling.
Ohhhh one last thing before i go off...
Ansari was telling me he needed to go to Spotlight. Guys dun normally go to Spotlight. So it turns out he wanted to get a sponge. He wana create some patterns on his newly painted room wall. Issshhh. So macam pompuan. Even my own room isnt that nicely painted.
I told him it's either he makes his own way to Plaza Singapura or... i can lend him my sponge. He thought i bedek tau. Betol la. The sponge memang for use on the walls. Dennn he asked how big is the sponge. I was about to show him that it's a bit bigger than his palm when he actuali took his right hand... placed it a few centimetres away from my chest area and said:
"I noe. Mus be as big as these..."
Gaaaaaaawwwwddd. He did that as we were going down the escalator tau!! So tak tahu malu!!
IT'S OFFICIALLY ONE MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY!!
I knew it was never easy. Such things dun go smoothly. Like they say... Life is never a bed of roses. As of late... i think i've been thru my fair bit of rough and tumbles. Like i said... im getting tired. Drained. If it occurs again... i think i'll juz seriously give up.
I think i need a breather. A break from all these. The emotional rollercoaster is getting to me. When it first started... i thought it was the best thing that ever happened to me. It still is though. Juz that if im not being treated right... den i dun think it's fair. To me.
Maybe after this whole week ends... i will reali take a break and sort out my thoughts. Bcos i noe... u may not mean wat u say sometimes. U may have had no intention to hurt my feelings but im only human. Im a girl. I let feelings overcome me sometimes.
And also... it might not be fair to u to have to keep trying to understand me all the time. I noe im not difficult. It's juz that the situation right now is such... there's not much room for u to understand me. And there's not much room for me to tell u my feelings.
From the bottom of my heart... i sincerely thank u for coming into my life...
I havent been having enough sleep these days. Or perhaps some of u call it proper sleep.
Every nite, after i get back from work, i'll be dead tired. Yaaa. Sometimes i juz head straight to my room, shower and then plonk myself onto my bed. After smsing Ansari good nite, i'll sleep. Sometimes i dun even talk to my parents. Dah la i dun see them much nowadays cos by the time they come back, i wld have left for work. It feels as if all the energy has been zapped out of me.
Sooo usually by 12 i'll be asleep already. Pretty early for someone like me who always sleeps after 2am. So kannn lately... i wld be up a few hrs later and i'll juz lie on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I wld toss and turn. Toss and turn. Sampai all my 8 bantals fall onto the floor. Then i'll pick them up one by one and continue tossing and turning. Then i'll stare at the ceiling again.
Its normal la to toss and turn. Most ppl wld do it for an hour or so and gradually fall back to sleep. But me?? I wld toss and turn all the way till Subuh tau. Yesss. That's like 3 hrs of tossing and turning.
I told Shaikhah about it yday. Her answer was spot-on. She asked if im worried about smth. Cos u see when im excited about smth, i'll wake up at almost every hour to check out the time. However, if i cant get to sleep, it means im worried about smth.
Sometimes it amazes me how Shaikhah is very observant. She noes me better than i do actually. A bit scary.
Shaikhah... ilmu ape u pakai?? Hahaha.
Am i worried about smth?? I guess i am la. Actually i duno cos i cant exactly pin-point to one source that's making me worried. So i guess it's juz an accumulation of things.
What accumulation of things u may wonder... Well a blog is public so i guess i wun mention about them here.
Nowadays when i tell u im tired, it means im reali tired. Like seriously dead tired. Not tired malas tau. And again Miss Shaikhah managed to bring up this point to me. I didnt noe it was so apparent. But then again like i said... Shaikhah's always been observant.
But then again... Ansari noticed it too. He's a guy. He isnt supposed to be observant.
He said to me that last time, each time we were out, i was more outgoing. I talked more. And even when i was tired, i wld continue talking. Talking crap juz to keep myself awake. But nowadays... im quiet. When im tired, i'll juz keep quiet and fall asleep beside him. He checks up on me more now. Never fail to ask if ive eaten. And after i get back from work or an evening out wif frenz, he'll tell me to have an early nite.
Entah la. I myself duno. It's true. Now when i say im tired, it means im reali tired. So try not to talk to me too much or ask too many questions when im tired.
I guess things are different now. Last time, i wld have been able to layan. But now... i guess not. Dun wori. Im still the same crappy Azreen. I for sure can talk nonsense but it's juz that, i wun be able to keep up at it for too long.
I dun even have the energy to ask Ansari to call me up at nite despite noeing that he's still awake.
Ok now im starting to think im pathetic cos i actuali smsed Shaikhah at 4am to ask if Clifford Centre's Banquet sells Ban Mian. I distinctively rmbr eating it there but i juz wanted to be sure. If not the only other Banquet outlet that sells those reali nice Ban Mian is all the way at Jurong Point.
So after she replied, i straightaway smsed Ansari and told him i wana eat that. Hahaha. At 4 am i tell u!! I reali am pathetic. But hey if i wana eat smth, Ansari shld be the one accompanying me. If not i seriously wun eat. Dah la nowadays i makan sikit.
Sooooo later... i'll be meeting him at 645. He puase sooo we will go pray maghrib first at Raffles Place... thennn we go have dinner. After that, i juz wana head home. Nak sit by esplanade pun tak larat.
I need to keep my faith. I seriously need to do that. Dun wori... im not exactly troubled but it's juz that lots of things are on my mind. Things that get me thinking. It reali is tiring. Im juz scared that one day... i might get tired of everything and juz give up. So i need to keep my faith. On a lot of things...
Juz got back from CGH. Daddy had an appointment there today. And guess who i bumped into...??
KAK EFAH!!!
Hee. Hee. It was a pleasant surprise indeed. Certainly cheered me up cos i was in a... well not exactly a bad mood but i wasnt in a good mood either. Sooo as Daddy and me sauntered into Specialist Clinic S, i realized that somehow the pretty lady in black tudung looked so so very familliar.
Sooo she was there to send her nenek. Not nenek Maimon but nenek Rubiah. Nyahaha.
Talked to her while we were at 7-Eleven. Yes Shaikhah i dah kirim salam at Kak Efah for u. I told her u missed her. Heh. And of course i told Kak Efah that she shld come for my mini get-together on my birthday. Next year.
So of course she asked when my birthday is and i told her it's on the 15th of nxt month and she said hers is on the 10th. Hoho. I noe. I noe. Sooo she said we shld reali celebrate together.
Yay-ness!!
Den she asked whether im going for a holiday. Tak laaah. Takde duit. Hohoho. June kan dah pergi. Nanti lah. Duit blom cukup lagi. Shall start saving up all over again.
The sandwich machine cheated me of my 50 cents. Yesss. It was supposed to be my change but it didnt come out. Bagi balik lima posen aku laaah. Tambah lagi dua posen boleh beli Newpaper. Haha. But of course i didnt make a fuss out of it laaah. I mean it's a vending machine afterall. Wat else can i do about it right?? Talk to it??
I tried the Tandoori Chicken Sandwich. Not bad. Cos the other option is the Hotdog Melt and i think it's kinda disgusting.
Dun get me wrong. I lurrrrrve hotdogs. Yup i do. Cos it's loooong and it looks like a stick. Heh. Ok ok. Stop right there. I wanted to say that i may lurve hotdogs but i dun like them on my sandwich. It's ewww laaah. I still lurve the Chicken Ham and Cheese Sandwich.
Tmr Shaikhah will be visiting our Big Daddy Pimp at his workplace. She told me yday wat he told her. Naz said:
"Big Daddy Pimp marah sebab belum mintak maaf"
*faints*
Ape saje si Naz tu tau. Bukan tak nak mintak maaf. Juz that we didnt get around to visiting his house during raya. Anyway, cakap nak buat open house tapi tak jadi cos he got food poisoning. Hospitalised. Ni mesti kes makan terlalu banyak sangat kannn??
So Shaikhah, when u see him tmr, call me up k?? I wana talk to him on the phone. Boleh mintak maaf sekali. Kalau tak mintak maaf, nanti i tak dapat free drinks from him lagi. Hohoho.
Sometimes talking to Ansari is like talking to a wall. I was complaining to Nora juz now. She told me that if i want smth, i shld juz force him. Juz pakse and pakse and he will give in. Reminds me of one of my mom's phrases...
"Kene ketuk, baru jalan" (she says this when im like super lazy)
But im seriously not the type who forces others. Betol. Especially wif Ansari cos im too scared. Not scared that he will scold me but it's juz not my style laaah. Macam tak baik gitu. Unless i reali reali want smth la. Like how i forced him to send me all the way to City Hall on Saturday.
Cos i believe, if u wana do smth, it has to be sincere. Ikhlas. It shld come from the bottom of the heart. Of course i asked Ansari in the train if he was ikhlas in sending me. Hahaha. He said he was. Tuhan saje yang tahu la kannn??
It's scary how Ansari and Daddy bears some similarities. Not physically of course altho i do think Ayah is hensem and Ansari is... well... good-looking in my eyes.
Their mannerisms are the same.
One good example is... they are so calm and laidback it's as if u have to make a bomb erupt in front of them to evoke a reaction. I have no freaking idea wat Ansari is like while watching soccer. Daddy certainly is a quiet man. Goal ke tak goal, he diam je. Maybe it's cos he's the only man in the house. But then again if he watches soccer wif my uncles, he's pretty quiet.
But there's one distinct difference.
Ansari's very soft spoken and patient. Daddy is impatient and raises his voice most of the time. Im used to it actually so sometimes when he scolds me, i buat bodoh je.
Thank goodness Ansari's patient. I admit, it takes quite a bit of effort to handle me. Hahaha. Sori la. The only child waaat so i demand attention la. A bit je. Tak banyak. Ansari always say i am manje. But not spoilt. And he did say it's a challenge to be wif me cos im so so very different from all his exes.
And thank goodness Ansari's soft spoken cos if a guy ever raises his voice at me, i'll raise mine too and it will start a war. Hohoho.
Dah la. I need to leave for work already. Have to draaaaaag myself to the bus stop. Work. Work. Work. Boo hoo hoo.
I wonder if the phones at work are sanitised before we use them...??
Okies. My birthday wishlist is up. For some of the items, u can click on them and u will be able to see the picture of the item.
I noe. I noe. Im so tak tahu malu. Dah la nak turn 21. Can still ask for birthday presents some more. Ehh im only making things easier for u all tau. Sooo u all can decide among urselves which item u nak "chope" first. If ure on a tight budget, u shld take the cheapest. Nyahaha.
Anywaaaayyyyssss.....
I found out from Nora yday that she has a pic of me in her room. Yuppp. She actually put a pic of me on her notice board. The one taken during the recording of Salam Aidilfitri.
Gaaaaaaaaawwwwwddd. Then she said her aunts who came into her room would ask abt the pic. Luckily she said it's a fren. Her aunts thought im Asheek's or Ansari's gf. Which is true la. I am his gf but they dun have to noe that.
Dammit. Shaikhah has watched Perhaps Love. When i was in the cinema wif her and i saw the trailer for that movie, i laughed non-stop. Reali. Go ask her. I mean she laughed too la but she cldnt understand why i was laughing so hard. Macam kaklar sangat. Actually it was kaklar. I wldnt laugh over smth that's not funny waaat.
If u already havent noticed, i have this tendency to laugh. And laugh. And i'll laugh and laugh that ppl actualy start to wonder wat is so funny.
(Miss Shaikhah u owe me $20 for that green dress)
Neeta has already left for NZ. I was sooo busy doing my blogskin i forgot to sms her bon voyage last nite. She'll be gone for a whole 3 weeks!! Urrrrrgggghhh!! Lucky pig!! I wanted to borrow her black tube but i forgot to ask so now i seriously need to borrow smth black for the dinner.
And then Lulu will be leaving for Bangkok on Friday. And i have no money to ask her to buy things for me. Wekkkk.
Lulu... i dun want any other thing. I only want a pair of brown cropped pants. U noe like my white one?? Yuppp. I want brown. Wif pockets. I shld be 1 size smaller than u?? Heh. I tak nak accessories. I only want those brown cropped pants. And maybe a new pair of jeans?? Heh.
OK cukup-cukup Az. Jangan mintak-mintak.
I want tahu goreng
I want banquet's yong tau foo
I want dumplings
I want Canadian Pizza's Beef Salsa Pizza
Umm... I finally did my own blogskin?? Heh.
Im not gonna tell u how long it took me to do dis. It took a very very looooong time. And it was my first time meddling wif Adobe and Frontpage.
Sooo thanks to Shaikhah for teaching me.
And yes thanks to Ansari also laaah. He taught me lots of stuff about Adobe yday. So patient. Tak sia-sia la u bangun pagi untuk ajar i. And tak sia-sia also i bangun pagi and made my way to ur house.
Sooooooooo i spent the early part of the day at Ansari's house yday. After he taught me how to use Adobe, we played PS2. And i was forced to play Lord Of The Rings tau. Ewwww. So not my kind of game. Actually it was quite fun laaah.
Then i prayed and came out only to realize he still HAD NOT bathed. Yes when i came, he was hugging this pink pillow. It's Nora's actually. Gaaawd. He only bathed cos he needed to pray. Disgusting tau. Tak senonoh.
Thennnn after much whining from me, Ansari finally relented and sent me to City Hall to meet The Kukuz. Haha. Then he called up his frenz and went to meet them.
Thennn The Kukuz went to Secret Recipe at PS to eat. Thennn we went to town. Sat at Mc Cafe. Took crappy pics. Thennn we went to watch a Bhangra performance at Orchard Hotel.
Thennn it was off to home.
Actually i duno wat to blog about laaah.
Im watching Mohabbatein right now. So touching. So nice. Sniff. So sad. Im starting to tear already.