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:: CATWOMAN ::
:: TREASURED MEMORIES ::
.June 2005.
.July 2005.
.August 2005.
.September 2005.
.October 2005.
.November 2005.
.December 2005.
.January 2006.
.February 2006.
.March 2006.
.April 2006.
.May 2006.
.June 2006.
Abg: "Noreen!! Noreen!! Noreen!!"
Me: "Wat?"
Abg: "I need ur help"
Me: "With wat?!"
Abg: "I am bored and i am lost"
Me: (thinking: wat in the world?)
Me: "Ok so ure bored which means i need to entertain u..."
Abg: "Yes"
Me: "But then ure lost so that means i shld go get u a map" (HAHAHA!!)
Abg: "Entertain me la. Pls"
Me: "By doing waaaat??!! U need a map first. U shld be good with ur bearings cos ure in 3SIR"
Abg: "Anything!! Tell me jokes. Anything!!"
Me: "Now YOU are being the joker"
Abg: "Eh im serious la..."
Me: "And im being serious too cos i so suck at telling jokes"
Me: "So out with it. Smth is bothering u..."
Abg: "I'm losing fire in the army and i do not noe wat my future is going to be like..."
Me: "Alaaah ure going to ORD in May so it's ok to slacken in the army. As for ur future... dun wori lahh"
Abg: "Easy for u to say sweetie... I feel like my life is going nowhere..."
Me: (thinking hard of wat to say)
Abg: "I think now i noe wat u girls have to go thru every month..."
Me: "Oh reali?? Tell me then..."
Abg: "The depressed feeling..."
Me: "That's not all..."
Abg: "If im having cramps right now, then it's confirmed im having pms!!"
Me: "Hahaha. I dun get cramps by the way..."
Abg: "Ok but i think now i noe wat it feels like for u girls..."
So our chat on MSN lasted for quite some time. Him telling me about all the things that were bothering him. Him actuali envying me cos im still studying (if only he knew that i have to watch every single penny i spend for the next 2 months cos i aint getting any allowance for the next 2 months) and that im in a great relationship. At least he is earning some money and he does not have to worry about relationships (read: it's HARD work to make a relationship work)
Then he asked me if i read Berita Harian. The article about Siti Nurhaliza. He said something along the lines of no matter what, girls are always materialistic. Of course i told him the word "always" is too definite. Of course i told him to a certain degree, materialism exist in everyone. Not only girls. It is pretty hard to get by without money.
However, a love built on the number of gifts or the amount of money your significant other shower on u isnt true love. U can, for a split second or over a certain period of time fall for someone because he gets u anything u want. Who doesnt like to be showered with gifts right??
But at the end of the day, if it's True Love, then all that wun matter much. Even if a girl is so lucky to have a filthy rich boyfriend, and if she's truly in love with him, she wun say:
"David, i truly love u becos u get me watever i want"
Instead she will probably say:
"David, i love u not becos of the gifts u shower on me. Without a doubt, i feel like the luckiest girl on Earth to be pampered by all the gifts but even without them, even if u are just an ordinary guy earning just enough to make ends meet, i will still be truly in love with u"
Ok ok. I suck at trying to explain myself but he did get my drift. And then he told me about his wonderland. Where everyone is equal and nothing else is more important than love. Jiwang jugak eh abang sedare ku yang satu ni...
And as usual, i refuted his point by saying that if everyone is equal, then there wun be any competition. There shld be some level of supremacy to spur others on to work harder to achieve their dreams, their aims. If not, everyone will just be lazy. And then he said competition breeds animosity and greed.
So i got malas to argue and i said:
"Ok lah. Accepted. It is YOUR wonderland afterall..."
And he was troubled by one more thing. Those people he call friends. If i were him, i wld have CALLED them friends. Not going to divulge much about it cos of his and my own personal reasons.
Then somehow the conversation got to Abg asking me to ask Ansari if he will mind it if Abg gives Firas a kiss when he sees him in camp. Hahaha. Gaaawwwd. Go ahead lah. Go ahead and kiss Ansari's best fren lah Abg.
I certainly do not noe if i helped him in any way. Im a good listener but i dun think im a good problem solver. He ended the conversation like this:
Abg: "Thanks my lil cuzzie. Talking to u always help, Now im all cheered up"
Me: "Well u do noe if u need me, im always around... and im NOT UR LIL CUZZIE ANIMORE!!"
Abg: "U will always be my lil cuzzie no matter wat"
Me: "Nooooo!! Im a WOMAN already"
Abg: "U may be a woman but to me, u will always be my lil cuzzie... no matter how big ur boobs grow"
*smacks forehead*
Sometimes i think Abg is too soft. Especially when it comes to friends and his loved ones. Ok ok he can be soft with me. Heh. But sometimes i wish he can be stop being nice to his friends. "FRIENDS". Maybe i shld teach him a thing or two.
For those of u who noe me well, im much harder when it comes to friendships. Yes. One wrong move and u wun get me talking to u for daaaayyyyyssss.
Yday, Erzat passed out from Tekong. Today, Nazrul enlisted into Tekong. Nazrul is another cousin of my age from my mom's side. And then 3 months later, Nazrul will pass out and Udin will be enlisted into Tekong. Udin is my cousin from my Dad's side who is a year younger than me.
I wonder which one of them will end up being in the same camp as Ansari in the months to come. Or worse still have Ansari as their sergeant. Hahaha. Ok lah. Ansari wun be a tough sergeant. Trust me. He is so slack. So calm. U wun see him screaming away at his men. Hahaha. Even now he doesnt do that.
U noe wat... Actuali this wasnt wat i wanted to blog about today. But then i still need to collect my thoughts together before i go into a proper long post about it.
Gotta go eat dinner now. Daddy just finished cooking and it smells super yummy. Eh wait. Need to go berak first before i eat. Heh.
Im craving for something sweet. Anything sweet. Please.
