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:: CATWOMAN ::
:: TREASURED MEMORIES ::
.June 2005.
.July 2005.
.August 2005.
.September 2005.
.October 2005.
.November 2005.
.December 2005.
.January 2006.
.February 2006.
.March 2006.
.April 2006.
.May 2006.
.June 2006.
Remember how we first met on 12th April 2005 and u shook my hands?
I felt smth there...
Remember how 1 day Toonie went over to your house and she casually asked u ur opinion about me?
Because at that point she knew i liked u...
Remember that u told Toonie that u found me pretty but cos i was bz talking to Lulu u didnt get a chance to get to noe me better?
Because u made me nervous...
Remember our 1st chat on MSN and i "taught" u how to be a jedi and u played along wif my crap?
I started to reali reali like u...
Remember the 2nd time that we chatted on MSN and u told me u found me Beautiful?
I was over the moon...
Remember when we 1st exchanged numbers and u smsed me dis:
"1+1=2 eyes searching 4u
4+1=5 senses missing u
12+12=24 hrs thinking abt u
3+4= 7 days in a week i care 4u
1+11=12 mths I Pray 4u... Take Care...
That 1 and only sms from u made me happy...
Remember the first time u sent me a proper sms and started it wif "Hey Beautiful..."?
U made my heart smile...
Remember when u went away to Terengganu and i was anxious whether u have returned home or not and u smsed me:
"Dear Catwoman, Batman dah balik"
I jumped for joy...
Remember when i smsed u as soon as i touched down in Singapore from Bangkok?
U were the 1st person i smsed... Not any of The Kukuz...
Remember u asked me:
"Eh u rase Catwoman rindu Batman tak? Banyak mat kotai pulak tu kat Bangkok?"
I knew u liked me even without u saying it...
Remember when we 1st sat next to each other while watching Batman Begins?
Again i felt very nervous...
Remember when u first held my hands after we watched A Lot Like Love?
I felt this warm, fluttery feeling in my stomache... I had to look away and smile to myself...
Remember on 29th June 2005 u asked me to be ur Catwoman?
"Can i ask u smth? Will u be My Catwoman?"
I felt the Earth stopped spinning... I felt as if only u and me existed in this world...
Remember when Toonie talked to u and u told her that u were serious abt this relationship?
I felt reali assured...
Remember we went for TPJC's Manifestasi on our 1st month anniversary and for supper wif ur cousins after that?
I felt so much closer to u...
Remember when we sat at the breakwaters at Pasir Ris Beach and u asked me wat i smsed Toonie?
I felt how much u wanted to be a part of my life...
Remember when i told u wat i smsed Toonie:
"I hope that this is it. The ultimate. Can Ansari give me wat i want? Will he be The One?"
I started to fall for u cos u didnt run away... U didnt get scared... Instead u assured me...
Remember wat u told me when we sat by East Coast Beach:
"When im done wif NS, i hope u will still be there for me..."
Yes i will...
Remember when u waited for me outside Paragon for 3 whole hours?
I felt so bad but ur perseverance reali made me fall for u...
Remember how ur hp got spoilt after we went to Escape Theme Park and u laughed when i panicked after not hearing from u for 1 week?
Because it killed me not hearing from u at all...
Remember on the eve that u had to go for NS and my parents found out about us?
I was reali scared that they wld make me leave u...
Remember what u told me when i was worried that my parents wld make me leave u:
"Takpe la ini semua cubaan"
"Yes no matter wat happens we'll make it work"
Right there and then i knew I Love You...
Remember when u talked to me before u had to enlist for NS and i cried silently?
Because i cldnt bear to see u leave...
Remember that one last sms u sent me before u enlisted:
"I'll really miss u Beautiful. 3 wks je k? I'll try to sms u. 3 wks je"
I felt myself crumble cos i didnt noe how i was going to cope for 3 weeks...
Remember the 1st time ever u smsed me on 11th September 2005 from Tekong:
"Hey Beautiful.. tgh buat pe tu?"
"U said u were falling for me and i just want u to noe that i reali miss u"
That was the happiest i've been ever since u enlisted on 8th September 2005...
Remember u smsed me at 7am on 17th September 2005 telling me that u had 6 days more till u book out?
I was simply happy because i got to see u after 2 weeks instead of 3 weeks...
Remember when u first booked out and we went to watch The Longest Yard on 23rd September 2005?
It broke my heart to see u looking so thin and tired but nothing else mattered as long as i got to spend time wif u...
Remember when we buka puase together on 15th October 2005?
It meant a lot to me that u agreed to come despite feeling very tired...
Remember the next day i asked u how much u liked me and u said:
"I like u so much that someday i want to make u my wife"
Silently in my heart i said yes to what u told me...
Remember i told u how much i wanted the teddy bear and u smsed me:
"Anak org kaya takde la... my beautiful catwoman yg nak so kene beli la"
I was very touched...
Remember how u told me my macroons tak sedap?
It didnt matter cos i noe u didnt mean it...
Remember how i jokingly asked for duit raya and u agreed to give me?
That was very cute of u...
Remember i told u my relatives called me Siti Nurhaliza during raya and u said ure Brad Pitt?
That made me smile...
Remember our 1st jalan raya together on 21st November 2005?
I felt that there will be more jalan raya to come for us in the future...
Remember how i was very quiet at ur house during raya?
Cos i didnt want ur mom to have a bad impression of me...
Remember how u were dying to noe who ur mom found the prettiest and u asked me to ask ur Sis?
It didnt matter what ur mom's opinion was as long as i noe u love me...
Remember what u told me when i asked u wat u wld do if ur mom asks abt me:
"K la nanti i bilang yg u ni bakal menantu k?"
Those words meant sooo much to me...
Remember when i got reali angry at u and gave u the silent treatment?
Because i let my pride got in the way and refused to tell u that i was reali worried that u didnt sms me...
Remember when u got angry at me for that cos i cldnt decide whether u were forgiven or not?
I was at a loss when i didnt hear from u for an entire week...
Remember when u finally passed out and i called u while i was on the way home?
Because i was estatic... U had 10 days off and we cld finally spend quality time together...
Remember the 1st time we went to Sentosa?
It felt good having u all to myself...
Remember u wanting to show me the 3 stars?
I thought that was sweet of u...
Remember i asked u out for dinner and u were being so mean?
U hurt me then but it didnt matter cos i still love u...
Remember when i cried on ur shoulders on the mrt platform?
Because no matter how much u hurt me, i noe only u can make me feel better...
Remember when Toonie called u and u felt as if u have been a very lousy bf?
Everybody needs time to learn...
Remember when u came over to my place and we talked and i cried in front of u again?
Because i was so close to losing u and i didnt want that...
Remember when u had to book-in to SISPEC for the 1st time and i told u not to go and juz hide in my pocket?
Because i knew i wld miss u so very much...
Remember on ur 2nd day of SISPEC u smsed me telling me that u miss me?
I felt the same but i cldnt bring myself to say it because i didnt want u to feel bad that ure in camp and u cant be around for me...
Remember on ur 2nd day if SISPEC u smsed me:
"I have a very understanding gf. Ur baik, lawa, manje, baik hati, lemah lembut, penyayang.."
"Betul i rindu u. Tak bedek. Sampai lari 2.4km pun i ingat u. Mcm motivation cos dis time my timing improved"
It brought me to tears...
Remember ur reply when i told u to think of me waiting for u at the finishing line so that u can complete ur 2.4km faster:
"Blh kalau u naked kat finishing line lagi cepat. Flash pun kalah"
I knew u needed me to be there for u...
Remember when u booked out on Xmas Eve and i action tak nak keluar dgn u on Xmas?
Because i wanted to be a brat and secretly hoped u wld ask me again...
Remember we were watching Ocean's Twelve in our own houses and u sent me a string of flirty smses?
I reali liked that...
Remember when u told me that u suke me je? Yg u suke i banyak-banyak? Yg u sayang i many-many?
I thought our relationship was stronger than ever...
Remember when i asked u if u have left anything behind before u went back to camp and u said:
"Oh yes... U"
Then take me to camp wif u...
Do u remember all that?
I did
I do
And I will
Because when it comes to u...
The memories are too wonderful to be forgotten...
The memories are too precious to be chucked aside like some unwanted trash...
Because when it comes to u...
I will remember every single detail...
I will treasure every single bit...
Do u remember me telling u that i dun love u?
Do u remember me telling u that u dun mean anything to me?
Do u remember me telling u that i hate u?
Do u remember me telling u that ure the most horrible person on Earth?
Do u remember me telling u that i dun care about u?
Do u remember me telling u that i dun want to continue wif the relationship?
Do u?
I noe u dun. Cos i've never said all that.
And i never will...
