[*LOVE is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without*]...[*LOVE doesn't make the world go around*]...[*It's what makes the ride worthwhile*]...[*You can look all over for LOVE but you won't be able to find it*]...[*You can't see LOVE, you must feel it*]...[*LOVE is afterall only a word*]...[*Until you meet SOMEONE who gives it a meaning*]...[*SOMEONE who shows you what LOVE is*]...[*I've met that SOMEONE*].......................

Thursday, January 12, 2006

I was already tired and cold and all i wanted was to snuggle up under my comforter last nite. Then i got an sms from Abg Erza. U see earlier during the day he called while i was teaching tuition. Cldnt answer his call so i smsed him.

It turned out he logged into my angelfire account and already uploaded a song but he didnt noe how to change the song code on his Friendster account. I gave him specific instructions as to what to do and then... he deleted some other parts of the html code. Bleah. Men. Ok no. BOYS. So i smsed him dis:

"Selenge-ness. Tgn gatal. Org suruh delete lain, lain pulak yg dia delete. Urgh!!"

Den his reply was:
"Tgn gatal kat keyboard takpe. Jgn tgn gatal dgn anak dara org"

*smacks forehead*

I told him that i wld help him change the code when i get home. Then he asked what time i wld be home. I said 1030pm but then last nite it was raining and when i reached my house bus-stop, i decided to... well play in the rain. Ok not like seriously play in the rain and prance around but yeah i juz walked in the rain. Calmly. Haha. Once in a while it's nice to let urself get wet. I cld have easily asked my mom to come down wif the umbrella but i didnt. So i got home a bit later than 1030pm la.

Thus i thought it wld be wasted to not snuggle up and have an early night. I was smsing Nora and smiling away to myself when Abg smsed me dis:

"U said u wanted to help. Are u home already?"
"Yeah im home. Ure online huh?"
"Yes and im waiting..."

Urrrrrgggghhhh!! So i had to reach for the laptop by the side of my bed and switched it on. He knew i was irritated. Cos he prompted me wif "Hi" and i told him not to disturb me. And thennnn... hahaha... And thennnnn he put one rose icon. I told him i didnt want that. Then he put one smiley face and another one of those kissing smilies beside the smiley face. So cute. I smiled but i still was irritated so i told him to go away. Then he put a sad face. So funny la.

He actuali uploaded an m4a file. Gaaaaaaawwwwd. Kan dah cakap ONLY mp3 files. So belo. Then he told me to wait while he uploaded another song. Fine i didnt mind waiting but i wasnt in the mood to chat. Thennn he started chatting. Bleeeaaah. And he asked me what time i reached home.

Wanna report to Ansari is it??

So kotek. Ansari and Abg are so kotek. I'll elaborate about this later.

So after i uploaded the song onto his Friendster account, he thanked me and put the same smiley and kissing icon. So i asked him if that was all i was gonna get for helping him upload a song. Then he said dis:

"U want more? Then u will have to wait for Sunday, birthday gal..."

Hohoho. Yes i want more. But more wat?? Kisses from u eh Abg?? (somebody shld smack me)

On Hari Raya Haji Eve which was also Ansari's birthday, me and Abg picked him up from Jurong Point. We cldnt pick him up outside Pasir Laba Camp cos transportation was already provided for them to Boon Lay MRT. It was a last minute thingy bcos earlier during the day Ansari smsed me to tell me that he cld only book-out at 10pm and it was too late for me to wait for him. And so. I was. DESPERATE. Heh.

I grabbed my hp and smsed Abg dis:

"I need ur help. I need ur help. I need ur help!!!!!!!!"
"Yes?"
"Do u get to use the car tonite?"
"Not sure... Y?"
"Cos Ansari books out at 10pm n ive not seen him for a while n it's his bday today n i feel like doing smth nice for him cos i noe he's been feeling down lately"
"Alrite i'll help u. We go pick him up together"

Can u imagine how BEEEEEEEG my eyes went when i read Abg's reply? They went so beeeeeeg and round and i was so over the moon i actuali told Abg i love him. Hahaha. Then i called Shaikhah and smsed Nora. Hohoho.

After maghrib prayers, went to eat at Macs wif Shaikhah and then went to town to get Ansari's present. I bought him Davidoff Silver Shadow. His Hugo Boss perfume was running out but i didnt noe whether i shld stick to the same old one or get him a new perfume. So in the end i settled for Davidoff Silver Shadow cos i fell in love wif the scent and... And... I will have more reasons to smell Ansari. Hehehe.

After that i dropped at Bugis and waited for Abg to pick me up. Hee hee.

Of course when i got into the car, Abg asked:

"Kenape Shaikhah tak ikut skali? Abg blh hantar dia balik..."
"Hmm... Entah. She went home already. Besides i didnt ask... Heh..."
"If she ikut, then she can sit in front then u and Ansari sit behind..."
"Haha. Takpe la. Later i get Ansari to sit in front..."

He went at 120km/h. Oh yesss he did. But not before calling his fren who was in Traffic Police to ask if PIE had any operations going on. Bleah. I totally hate sitting in front wif Abg. Reali. Seeing the metre go up from the corner of my eye is scary. And he changes lanes juz like that. All the time.

We reached Jurong Point. I wanted to get out of the car to look for Ansari when Abg said dis:

"Tonight i'll be ur chauffeur..."
"Huh??"
"Yes. Later u and Ansari sit at the back..."
"Eh tak baik. Then ure in front alone..."
"Takpe. Juz for tonite. But NO HANKY PANKY AT THE BACK"
"Gaaawd. We dun get up to that la. Pls. Takpe. I get Ansari to sit in front wif u"

Then i saw Ansari. In his green polo tee and jeans all tucked in. Hahaha. Selenge-ness. Reali. Selenge habis!! So selenge but cute!! Yaaaa. My gawd. But i told him to tuck out his tee la. Im not used to seeing his tee nicely tucked in.

It was only the 2nd time that Abg and Ansari met and it was their 1st proper real conversation. Im surprised they got along quite well. No wait. Very well. I was at the back feeling left out bcos they talked about army. Sooo i thot what the heck and decided to join in their conversation (altho 3/4 of the army shit i still tak faham)

The only time u heard me talking was:

"Ahh yes yes. Bedok Camp. Get posted there"
"Ehh dun become officer. Nanti u takde time for me"
"Ehh jgn sign-on. I tak nak u jadi full-time army officer"
"Oiii!! TAK BOLEH SIGN-ON. After NS go further ur studies"
"Ahh yes yes. Be like Abg. 3SIR. Den almost every evening blh balik"
"OIII!! I tak kasi u sign-on. Ure not supposed to like the army" (to this i got a glare from Abg)

Ehhh Abg... u might LOVE the army but dun make my bf be like u eh. Pls. I want him to turn out normal tau. Then Abg still had the cheek to tell me that i muz see where Ansari's interests are. If he likes to organize operations then work towards 3SIR. If he wants to slack, then become a Sergeant at BMTC School at Tekong (ewww that sick place). If he wants to be an Officer then work harder.

Urrrggghhhh!! I was on the losing end so in my desperate bid to change the topic i told Abg that he can bring Ansari to watch R(A) shows already. Then Ansari declined. Dah tu he told Abg to bring ME bcos im so innocent. Abg juz laughed away as i protested that i wanted to continue being nice and innocent and sweet. Dun corrupt my mind (which is alreadi corrupted actuali). Then Ansari turned, looked at me and patted my head as if i was some budak kecik. URRRGGGHHHH!!

Abg went as fast as 130km/h. Ohhh yes he did. He went in and out of lanes. Of course Ansari liked it but i didnt. I told Abg that my parents trust him sooo he shld be a safe driver. Bleeeeaaah.

And thennn Abg started lecturing me abt how its not safe for gals to be out so late at nite. He was HINTING at me. My gaaaaawd. Den Ansari pun sekaki tau. The both of them expect me to be home by 10pm. Ehhhh mane boleh. 10pm is like early pe. My parents dun even set curfews for me. If by 11pm im not home then they will call la. If not ok pe. Besides i was wif Abg waaaaat.

But 2 against 1. In the end Ansari made me promise to be home by 1030pm. When there's nobody to send me home. Bleeeeaaaahhh. Koteks all of u.

I told Abg to send Ansari home first becos there was no way im gona let the 2 of them sit in the car and perhaps gossip abt me. Eww. Pls. NO. Then Abg called his fren who lived near Ansari's. Sooo Abg told Ansari that after he dropped him off, he wld need to meet his fren which meant i had to follow and then he wld send me home.

Ehhhhh ape niiiiiii?? Itu pun kene bilang Ansari ke? Abg said it's cos Ansari's my bf. Yaaaaa but im wif my own cousin pe. Goodnessssss. Memang nak kene sepak.

But then Abg changed his mind and told me to drop off wif Ansari and spend some time wif him and to call him when im done. Awwww. So sweeeet. So Ansari and me talked at the void deck and around 1130 i called Abg to pick me up. Hee hee.

We went to isi minyak before sending me home. Then Abg asked me:

"U wana noe what my favourite love song is?"
"Uh-huh..."
"My ultimate fave love song..."
"U have it in the car?"
"Yeah i do..."
"Ok... play it..."
"My frenz say im weird. Listen to the lyrics and tell me..."

Sooo Abg drove at 60km/h. Hahaha. Cos he wanted me to listen to the entire song. If he had sped, i wldnt be able to listen to the whole song. I have to say..... Yeah his choice of love song is weird. Like seriously reali weird. Actuali it made me uncomfortable la. But i juz listened anyway.

But the player in the car is kinda spoilt la. If the car hits any bumpy stuff on the road, the cd player will stop. Sooo before i got off the car i said to Abg:

"Thank u so much for tonite. It meant a lot to me. Heee. See u on Sunday tau. And... LISTEN TO WARNA SUDAH LA"

I cant believe... Abg actuali likes gals in pink and if the girl's parents impose curfew, he will like it even more. Weird.

Then the other day... for no rhyme or reason Abg said dis to me:
"Noreen... in the future when ure married and im not, i can imagine me and ansari sitting together and chatting away just like my dad and ur dad..."

Okkkaaaayyy. Me getting married is fine. But why wldnt Abg get married? And why muz it be Ansari's name in the conversation??

*double smacks forehead*

I mean im glad la that Abg thinks Ansari and me will go far but... i juz dun like it when people say such things to me. I dun wana junx anything. U get wat i mean?

I miss my Davidoff Cool Water perfume... Can someone get it for me please??

1/12/2006 11:59:00 AM