[*LOVE is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without*]...[*LOVE doesn't make the world go around*]...[*It's what makes the ride worthwhile*]...[*You can look all over for LOVE but you won't be able to find it*]...[*You can't see LOVE, you must feel it*]...[*LOVE is afterall only a word*]...[*Until you meet SOMEONE who gives it a meaning*]...[*SOMEONE who shows you what LOVE is*]...[*I've met that SOMEONE*].......................

Friday, December 23, 2005

Firstly, i wld like to apologize for the depressing song on my blog. Hahaha. OK fine. I admit i AM in a depressed mood. Well kind of actuali. Yeah. Let's juz say it hasnt been my day (when in actual fact the day has juz started!). It hasnt been my month either. As in... As in December has been full of craaaaap for me.

Not crap-shit but more of crap-bleah.

Do u get what im trying to say?? Do u get my drift??

Do u get my angin?? (Shaikhah used to say that to me and i didnt find it funny until today when im actuali laughing AT myself for saying it)

Anywaaaaayyysss i fell in love wif this song when i heard it in The Batmobil. Oooppss i mean Cik Bakar's Lancer. Heh. It does look like a Batmobil by the way sooo yup.

Do u noe that all my male cousins love Batman?? Not My Batman (altho i think if they do fall in love with My Batman then there shld be a cause for concern cos then i wld have to take real good care of My Batman and ward off those gay tendencies of my male cousins). Ok i wanted to say that my male cousins have a fascination for Batman.

Yesss. The real Dark Knight himself. Not my bedek Batman Keluang Bukan Beruang Man. I didnt realize it till recently when i read Nazrul's profile and i found out that Cik Bakar brought his kids to the Science Centre to take a look at the replica of the Batmobil. Sooo when Hadi heard that, he was bugging Cik Bakar to bring him to the exhibition cos his parents didnt want to but of course due to work commitments, Cik Bakar cldnt do that.

Im sori im blogging so incoherently. Actuali if u were to ask me wat's my mood right now... i have no freaking idea. Im not exactly in a bad mood neither am i in an extremely good mood either. Guess im juz feeling bleah.

U noe the feeling of feeling bleah?? It's BLEAH la. Ok u duno?? Nvm. Moooving on...

I wanted to say that i fell in love wif this song when Abg Erza played it while we were on the way to Tampines after the dinner. Abg always on the car stereo at full blast. Gaaaawwwd. Boleh pekak tau. If the songs arent blaring away, it wld be him and Nadeem screaming at each other at the top of their lungs.

The things im subjected to each time i wana get a free ride from Abg. So yes the song is depressing cos it'a about a gal cheating on the guy. And of course part of the lyrics is:

"Aku menunggumu mati di depan ku"

Maaakkk oiiii!! So cruel right?? Come to think of it... i can easily relate to the song. Except of course it has to be changed to the guy cheating on me and thennnn i can tell Abg to dedicate it to The Anneh. I'll tell Abg to let The Anneh sit in the front passenger seat and then say this to him:

"Eh Raja... lagu ni untuk kau. Adik sedare aku suruh kau dengar..."

Oooohhhh sedaaaaaaap. Biar dia mampos. Yesss. Im practically waiting for him to die in front of me. In front of my eyes. Get hit by a beeeg lorry and get squashed underneath the tyres. Flatten. Like a cockroach. Legs in the air. Mata terbeliak. Let his body get cut into 2. Gaaaaawwwddd. Besssst gilerrrrr.

Right there and then only will i feel that justice REALI has been done in this world.

Nora and Lulu and the cuzzies will be coming back today. Ok well i hope it's TODAYunless they decide to spend another night there or smth. I certainly hope NOT cos 1 day at A'Famosa i alreadi cannot tahan. But then again they have one another for company so they can get up to anything.

U put me 1 day in Melaka also i cannot tahan alreadi. Even if i do have excellent company i'll get sooooo damn borrrrreeeddd cos there's absolutely NOTHING to do in Melaka. A'Famosa is a bit further up than Melaka though. Nearer to the Negri Sembilan side. And i tell u it's like much much worse over there. There's practically nothing to shop for over there.

So yesss basically people go to A'Famosa to juz swim around. Go on the slides. The rides. And the newly opened attractions like... ummm... if im not mistaken there's a cowboy village siap dengan Red Indians skali. Betol. I tak bedek. I took pics with the whole bunch of cowboys and Red Indians.

Some more got wat ah?? I cant rmbr la. These kinda places... u muz go with ur kakis. Yesss. With people that u can have a whale of a time with. Hello!! I went with my parents and i was like BORED TO TEARS bcos NOBODY wanted to layan me.

But of course if u bring me to KL, then it's different la. Just leave me at KLCC or Mid-Valley Megamall and i'll be happy. Yesss. Juz leave me alone there and pick me up at the end of the day. U give me 1 day also tak cukup la i think. Hahaha. I can shop and not bother about eating.

Speaking of which, Abg Benn called the other day but i didnt answer his calls simply bcos i didnt feel like it. I juz let my hp rang and stared at it. Yup i did. Then i deleted the Missed Call from him and continued STARING at my hp each time he called. And of course i didnt bother returning his calls. I duno why also. Usuali i'll be more than happy to talk to him on the phone tau. Every few weeks, he'll call me without fail from wherever he's working at. Penang or Terengganu or wherever laaah. Until my parents had to actuali ask me the day after if i received any calls from him cos apparently he called my mom to ask about me.

Bleeeeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh. I dun wana talk on the phone dammit!! I dun wana talk to anyone. Tak mati kan if i dun answer or return ur calls?? Urrrrggghhh!!

I stained the car seat yday. Yes i did. I duno why im experiencing super heavy flow this time. Plus it's EARLY. AGAIN. FOR THE 2ND MONTH IN A ROW. Sooo staining the car seat meant staining my jeans as well. Luckily i was out with Daddy instead of being out and about on the public transport.

Luckily i was dressed so shabbily. I was only in jeans and my SRJC PE tee with absolutely no make-up on but still the apek at the petrol kiosk had the cheek to smile and stare at me right smack under Daddy's nose!! Urrrrggghhh!!

Apek lu pigi isi minyak la. Mata tu tengok lain boleh tak?? Tengok sama itu screen jadi lu tak terisi lebih. Lu jangan tengok lalam itu keleta la. Wa mau duduk baca sulatkabar.

I felt sooo tired and unwell yday that right after maghrib, i actuali slept all the way till 930 cos i was awakened by Ansari's sms.

Thennn this morning i woke up and... HORROR OF ALL HORRORS...

I stained my white bedsheet!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! If i stain other bedsheet it's fine tau. But it's WHITE. PUTIH. There were like 3 beeeeeeeg spots on the bedsheet. And i stained my bolster tooo. I threw away the bolster by the way.

And i tried in vain to get rid of the stain. I applied every single available bleach that i cld find at home but the damn stains are still there. URRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!! I give up mann. Now my bedsheet is in the toilet. All wet. And disgusting. And too heavy for me to even jemur outside. So im gona let that thing be till my mom returns home from work.

I actuali smsed my mom this:

I stained the cadar. I've been trying to scrub it off since juz now. Dah letak clorox. Dah cuci dgn air panas. Nothing seems to work. Boo hoo hooooooo.

Of course my mom called immediately after that and told me to try again. If reali cannot then juz leave it and she'll try to do smth to it.

Waaaaaahhhhhlaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My nice white bedsheet. Fuggedy doo da la. Ok im sori for discussing such details on my blog. I cant help it laaaaaah. Told u im in a bleah mood so i need to vent whatever frustrations i have.

The other day i told Ansari i went to the library. Then he had the cheek to ask me this:

"U gi library buat pe?? Memotek eh??"

OHHHH GAAAAAAAWWWWWWDDDDDD. Memang nak kene sepak tau. Yes. I memotek dengan apek yang hari-hari baca Lianhe Zaobao. Happy?? Issshhh. Sungguh tak senonoh his question. I bet he used to do that with his exes. No wonder he liked to frequent Marine Parade Library. That place is soooo comfy.

Maybe 1 day i ajak him to Marine Parade Library also la. Hehehehehehehehe.

Yday Kassim was telling me if he had a younger sis, he wld teach her to be a minah rock. Like me, Kassim is the only child. Cool huh?? We can relate to each other better. But yday Kassim was sooooo hyper that after each sentence, there'll be lots of exclamation marks. Imagine this:

"If i have a younger sis, i teach her to be minah rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Abg Mat Rock so adik must also be Minah Rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I swear i was laughing so hard. Yesss. Part of our conversation went like this:

"Watcha doing now?"
"Nothing. Im so super bored..."
"Isnt everybody..."
"Yaaa but sometimes i get too bored till i cry..."
"I've not tried that before... Hehehehe..."
"Alaah. Boys dun cry la. Only girls do..."
"Boys do cry..."
"Reali?? U mean u do??"
"Hehehehe. If u say boys dun cry, it's like saying girls dun fart..."
"Oooohhh... i love to fart..."
"Hehehehe. U didnt fart during the dinner did u??"
"I did. A whole lot..."
"Hehehehe. Luckily i wasnt seated near u. Poor Nadeem..."
"I didnt laaaah. Anyways my fart isnt deadly..."
"Everybody loves their own brand... Hehehehe..."
"Hahaha. My fart dun smell..."
"Yeeeaaah riiight..."
"Ok la. Whoever smells my fart will instantaneously fall in love with me..."
"Not me... Hehehehe..."
"U will too... When u get a chance... Dun u noe everybody's DYING to smell my fart??"
"I dread the day i smell ur fart... Hehehehe..."
"Hahaha. Ok sori. I was talking crap..."
"U're forgiven... Hehehehe..."
"Ehhh u said it wrongly laaah. U shld have said 'A pretty gal like u is always forgiven'..."
"If i said that, u will fall off ur chair..."
"Apeje! 1stly im not seated on a chair. Im lying on my tummy on my bed. 2ndly... 2ndly... there's no 2ndly..."
"Ok then u'll roll of ur bed..."
"No i wun. My bed is beeeg..."
"Not big enuff... Hehehehe..."
"It isssssssss!! U havent seen it so u wun noe..."
"That doesnt mean u wun roll off ur bed... Hehehehe..."
"I wun laaah. Eh are u implying im too fat for my bed??"
"I said no such thing..."
"Well i can read ur mind..."
"Well... Then u suck at reading minds... Hehehehe..."
"Ok fine. I suck at reading minds then cos im cAtwomaN..."
"Yeah wassup wif that mann?? U wana be a superhero??"
"Superheroine..."
"Ok... Superheroine..."
"Yeah my msn nick is my superheroine name..."
"Hahahaha. Superheroine... then wat's next??"
"Ehhh dun laff at me. I have superpowers..."

Thennn i cant rmbr the flow of our conversation. Hohoho. Kassim actuali put the pic of me and him taken during the dinner as his display pic on MSN. Nyahaha. He calls it advertising. Advertise wat also i duno. Advertise himself agak nye.

U noe wat?? Actuali i wanted to blog about smth else. Yesss. I had wanted to blog about my feelings. All the thoughts that has been running through my mind but as usual i end up blogging about smth else. Bluek. I soooo need to get my thoughts together.

In a few hours, Nabilah, Nadiah, Nazurah and whatever that little boy's name from Nabilah's paternal side will be having fun at Sunway Lagoon. Fuggedy doo da laaah. Ok wait. His name is Izul.

Fine. Im juz bitter that im stuck. STUCK HERE IN SINGAPORE WITH ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DOOOOOOOO.

I need to go on a holiday. BADLY. To somewhere. Anywhere. With anybody.

OK it's a bit too late to plan for a holiday now anyway.

Nvm. Somebody juz ask me out during this Christmas hols. SOMEBODY. ANYBODY. PLSSS!! But let me tell u that im seriously damn broke that i cant afford to spend a single cent so if u wana ask me out u will have to pay for EVERYTHING.

Right. Now that i've typed that, i guess NOBODY is willing to ask me out cos honestly who is willing to fork out their money and pay for me??

BLEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

Nora and Lulu cepat lah baliiiiikkk!!!!!!!!

12/23/2005 11:20:00 AM